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Seeds of prayer bring harvest of Soul

Seeing my friend being saved, it is an awesome feeling.

For months I have been praying for both of my friends' salvation

Finally, I have seen the fruits of salvation coming through their life.

Praise God, many times I try to invite them to those christian meeting or gathering , they just go it for the sake of going .

I may not be the one who harvest the plant or water, God's is the ultimate farmer , he water the seed with his words and God make eveything grows. I just have to presevere and continue to pray for those who haven't experience the Lord's Salvation .

Praise be to God , 2 Souls are saved. In the bible  it talks about when one soul is saved the whole Heaven is having a big banquet to celebrate their salvation. I pray that they will continue to grow Strong in jesus, deeply rooted and grounded with the love of Christ( Ephesian 3:17). I pray that they will be a strong witness and become a salt & light for JESUS CHRIST. I also pray that Christ may use us to the fullness as we offer our body as a living sacrifice to HIM , Glory to God Forever seated on the Throne!!!!

Friend Are God's Gift

I thank You Lord for the Friends that he gave me .
Laughter and the joy that they Bring.
Friends are there to support you when you need to share your pain.
They encourages me a lot, by verbal and by  their action.
I thank God for the Best Friend He gave me,
I thank Jesus for answering my prayer, giving me the best friend and the right friends that I have been Asking.
I have hope that things will turn around to be better, after the storm wreck.
I will not be fear again knowing that Christ is in control of everything that is happening in my life.
 There always be a sunshine after a heavy downpour.
With Childlike faith, I believe Lots of good things are coming forth in this Season.

The Art of Thanksgiving, The Heart of gratitude

Try it, you will know. As you give thanks, strength, courage, peace and every fruit of the Spirit comes back to you.

Sit down, take out your notebook and start by listing down things you can thank God for. This is mine for today!

1. I thank God in every situation he will be with me , always love me and never leave me .
2. I thank God ,I have a supportive family member will always be there for me
3. I thank God for given me my laptop.
4. I thank God for answering all my prayers.
5. I thank God for a bunch of church friends you give me. 
6. I thank God for given me a best friend.
7. I thank God for every new opportunity and challenges that will help me grow stronger.
8. I thank God for I have an abundant life that He have gave me.
9. I thank God that I do not have to worry about the food that I eat and the clothes that I wear , because he is the provider of my every need.
10. I thank God for the forgiveness  of my sins and He healed all my decease.
11. I thank God for he have delivered me from all my fears, anxiety , stress, sadness.
12. I thank God for the talents & gifting that he have given me , the ability to cook food, play piano ...etc
13. I thank God for putting a smile in my face, I also wanna thank him for the abundant life that He gave me 
14. I thank God for speaking to me through your WORD.
15. I thank God for the tough circumstances that will shape me and bring me to the next level of maturity.
16. I thank God for a warm home that you gave me.
17. I thank God for giving me a caring cell group leader.
18. I thank God for the wisdom, knowledge and the revelation that you have gave me.
19. I thank God that I can depend on Him in times of trouble.

I think if i want to continue It will make my list to hundreds , recently I have read an article about gratitude, the article mentioned about the key of happiness is gratitude have a heart of thanksgiving , count it all Joy when suffering comes to you. I found it hard to do what is mention on the top, I am learning to do that, start from today start counting my blessings.

ATTRIBUTES OF GOD

ATTRIBUTES OF GOD

1. Because God is spirit...I will seek intimate fellowship with Him.
2. Because God is all-powerful...He can help me with anything.
3. Because God is ever-present...He is always with me.
4. Because God knows everything...I will go to Him with all my questions and concerns.
5. Because God is sovereign...I will joyfully submit to His will.
6. Because God is holy...I will devote myself to Him in purity, worship and service.
7. Because God is absolute truth...I will believe what He says and live accordingly.
8. Because God is righteous...I will live by His standards.
9. Because God is just...He will treat me fairly.
10. Because God is love...He is unconditionally committed to my well being.
11. Because God is merciful...He forgives me of my sins when I sincerely confess them.
12. Because God is faithful...I will trust Him to always keep His promises.
13. Because God never changes...my future is secure and eternal.             - Dr. William R. Bright

Dark Tunnel- Light at the end

There will always be a Darkest moment in everyone's Life.
I have just experience it and I have experienced the supernatural breakthrough from the Lord.
The Lord Lifted my spirit when I was oppressed by my circumstances. It makes me depend on Him totally, I grow stronger and understand the Lord and get closer to Him.
In the Darkest moment,
Fear over grip your heart,
Indecisive thought hit your mind,
Overwhelm by worries. accusation fire to you in all direction, who shall you seek refuge, who shall you find comfort, who will understand your situation?
Always remember you will get through to the end of tunnel and you will see light. Fear not The Lord is with you, and He goes before you.
No matter how deep or how dark the path ,God will see us through He will never leave you or forsake you. For if we died with Him, we shall also live with Him.If we are faithless, he will be faithful.
Because God cannot deny himself.  If we endure, we shall also reign with Him; If we deny Him, He also will deny us;
Even the youth shall faint and be weary,And the Young man shall fall.
But for those who wait upon the Lord , their strength will be renew,They Shall Mount up like eagles, They shall run and not weary, They shall walk and not faint. (Isaiah 40:30-31)

Totally Change

Going through phases of change, It will happen and It gonna happen....

It will change my body ,spirit and soul.
Next semester, everything will change dramatic.......
Facebook will change,  I will change the blogspot layout, Change a new hand phone
Change a new email address.

Most important that I will go through that hardship,
I am not afraid, If the road is too dark I will close my eye and use my ear to listen, follow God's direction and walk.
My old self is dead, Living a new life......
I just give up my old Life at the Alter, fed up with the past.
Longing for a new beginning.
No longer that I who live but Christ who liveth in me .

Tears

In our Christian walk with God, 
Doesn't guarantee a bed of roses without any torn
Neither it guarantee that you always joyful without any tears.

Glad to share this topic.
Hard to say it in detail...

Tears are inevitable, 
When you are facing hurts and rejection,It is easy to fake a smile and walk off
Inside the heart where it lies an unbearable ache.
Learn to pour out your problems and your burdens to Him, for God he cares for you
He will never leave you, Cast your cares upon Him.
Friends may fail you, but Jesus will not fail you.


His Grace his perfect in my weakness.
His Love and grace will sustain me.
recall back a number of time I cry in your presence and fall on my knee.
There is such a peace which surpass all understanding being in His presence
Let my Love be my devotion to you.
I love you, because you first love me.


Thank you for the Love that you have showered in my Life 
 God is Faithful, You are faithful to the end
Year 2010 I would say that it is a year of challenge
A lot of my friends and close relative pass away.  T.T

Exam Period =) Time to Hit the books and Study

Time shift so fast, as if A wink of an eye
3 month have past, there are 2 weeks left before the actual date of exam 28th august
Still have a lot of things to cover.
Pray that God you give me wisdom and good memory
Sustain me through it all,
For this moment can't bother much of the petty things and the fickle minded person.

There is this friend, I hope I can still call him a friend.
He used to be one of the close friend,
After what he have done to me, privatize me in Facebook.
I will consider whether he is still my friend.
Although he have apologized I know it is not sincere.
Although I have forgiven you but the consequences and the judgments still stand.
I will forgive and forget you, every bits of memories will be forgotten =)

New destiny God have installed in Me,
I believe everything happens have its reason,
Praise the Lord. Before you don't want to befriend with me
The Lord have foretold me that he will remove the weeds in my life that is blocking my way to the truth.
Remembered that pastor told me that ask God to give you the right friend.
Sometime your best friend may not be the right friend, as they have negative influence on you.
My previous buddy have a lot negative influence on me which cause me to stumble.
Thank God, Everything have breath praise the Lord

Forever Grateful

Things happen so rapid,
I barely keep up with speed.
Through Almighty's Grace that sustained me through the season.
Divine Love that keep me on the right track.

For number of times, I seek the Almighty
Pleading Him, If possible please do not let me pass through this road.
I know I can't escape from the Lord.
There are times I want to run away, knowing it is impossible.
Avoidance have come to my mind, but it is impossible to escape from my savior.
God have been a faithful God, and I am forever grateful.


Last week I went to TrailBlazer camp. It was fantastic, to see God moves around the lives of other.
I was touch. The Spirit of the Lord reignite the passion that I have for him, a small fire is turned into a tunnel of fire. Basically God's have overhaul everyone inclusive of the Glad tidings worship team. Pastor Julie sense that the moving of the Lord have been restricted, she discerned that there is someone in the worship team  heart is not right before the Lord, after that she call all the musician to stop, and sought the Lord's forgiveness.
As they are praying and singing without the accompany of music, the Spirit of the Lord touched their hearts,and everyone seek the Lord with tears of repentance.

I am Forgiven

I am Forgiven;
You are forsaken,
I choose to forgive other,
cause you have forgiven me.

Though they have taken me for granted,
It never stop the spirit of giving within
I'll never live on people's expectation,
I know who am I in Christ.

I will never be Alone,
He never leave me nor forsake me,
People may ignore me, but You'll never.
People may curse me,but You always Bless me,
People may hate me, but You Love me unconditionally.
Christ within me, what a friend I have in Jesus.

Things happen so rapid,
I can't keep up with the speed
Peoples' life flashes across my life,
I can see they going the opposite way
Everyone have gone astray.

How Sad is to see people chooses the way to destruction,
instead the way to life.
Pervertedness drive people frenzy
Ultimately people become Crazy.

Home sweet home

There is no place like home,

I like my home, 

This is a place where I find security,

A place where I have the genuine love and trust.The only Place where I feel belong

A cozy place, that I wanna to come back whenever I have chance to do that. 

KL is not a good place after all

You may think that it is a happening place

with a lot of fun, Shopping mall.

But the true happiness can't be found in Urban.

yes, a lot of artificial things can be found in the urban place.

 

the place is full of all the artificial people,

Plastic heart and paper mind,

People can be so realistic,

that you can ask God,

Will i able to survive in this cunning and deceptive world?

I believe I can overcome this 

People only come to you when they have problems

I wish they could come to me even though they don't have problems.

I have enough with all the manipulation and control scheme that you all use.

I wish that I just be a real friend to you, that you wouldn't take me for granted.

I am tired of always been the Active one,

I am tired of always been the one who talks,

I guess it is the time for me to act cool,

Talk if necessary

It is time for me to be passive towards certain people,

You make me look like a fool, when I am talking and you ain't responding.

You make me look so cheap, I have to start inflate my value, not letting you to bring me down

I am gonna shine, despite of anything happen to me.

I am gonna smile in the midst of misunderstanding and distress situation. 

Vindicate me

Vindicate me O Lord,
There is someone Accuses me of something that I didn't do.
Accuses me something that I didn't say.
I lay him before your alter,willing surrender him into the righteous Judge.

Not to be defensive, His words doesn't build me up.
I utter an neutral statement, and he said that the statement I have spoken is a curse,and the Lord will put a curse back to me'.
this is not the way Christian should behave.
No offence to him
Just have to forgive him, not to judge him
But he offended me just have to forgive him
Outwardly speaking Godly things inward are viper's poison
His heart have deep unforgivingness , so the words that he speak defile his listener.
May the Lord bless him, with more love.
You can't love a person until you have experience love from the Lord.

Guard your hear for it is the wellspring of life , I will not let my heart be defile by your words.
I will not let Pay back evil ,with evil.
I will raise my voice as you did.
I will not be rude ,as you did( talking to me without eye contact)
You told me that I never listen to what you say ,that is true. How am I gonna listen to you, if you are not having any eye-contact with me.
God bless you

The Way

He is
The Way
The Truth
The Life
There is no other Way
Many try to create their own way
Unfortunately all the ways does not lead to life,
Destruction follow by their path.
All are Blind,
they are self seeking
they are self efficient
they are lover of themselves.
People will become more selfish
they are murderer of truth .
All have fallen, and for short the glory of God.
Only Jesus Christ can redeem us

Are we bold enough to handle the truth?
Are we willing to admit that we are wrong ?
Are we willing to take up our responsibilities and stop blaming other ?
What are our respond after the truth is revealed?

Stairway to Eternity: CULT ALERT in Kampar(Korean ppl) & KL ( melati utama ,above the snooker)PV7 )

Stairway to Eternity: CULT ALERT in Kampar(Korean ppl) & KL ( melati utama ,above the snooker)PV7 )

CULT ALERT in Kampar(Korean ppl) & KL ( melati utama ,above the snooker)PV7 )

I have been weeks , I was busying with my assignments , research , case study, don't have frequent update

RECENTLY , I have heard from my friend  that the cult group have invaded KAMPAR . THE (NOW I SEE) concert that was held in KL , they have plan to come Kampar to organize an event , the group claim themselves as a CHRISTIAN, but the research result tell me the opposite. Actually I went to the church at first it look like normal church through its appearance , And the things that they teach some how did show some traits of Christianity.
What seems weird is they does not have name of the church, and I have asked them what is the name of the Church, strangely they all pause for a moment then the person ask the other member ,finally they come out with the church name, SETAPAK CHURCH. I began to doubt about the existence of this church and I go around ask my Christian friends that are local , I tell them about SETAPAK, they all told me that there is no such church in my area. A Christian leader have warned me that church that don't have name , and the call themselves KL church , Setapak church , PJ church ..... better be careful it could be a Cult , she also told me that a lot of CULT  groups lurking in KL , their main target is upon the college, university and young working adults.
2 weeks Later I , Thank God , I have found the information about the group from my senior , My senior she came out from the group cause she felt something weird about the group. She told me the group are called
摄理 Setsuri . PLEASE click the Blue Letter it will lead you to the web. The Cult group Setsuri,also known as JMS Jesus Morning Star Cult.
Please leave the group immediately , If you already into it . They have some kind of "Spiritual Journey Class" they use it as a tools to brainwash the people .To become their member you have to go through the 30 session of spiritual journey class. (adapted from Steven Alan Hassan, cult counselor and mind control expert, is the Nationally Certified Counselor and licensed Mental Health Counselor who has developed the breakthrough approach to help loved ones rescue cult mind control victims.)

Cult Group ??? Accusation ?? Confusion ??

Really Stop all those Crap .

People Have no Right to call a Group of people Cult without reliable source of info from The Word(The Holy Bible)

God judge those who judge you with the measure you use on the people 

Be reasonable !!! 

Be Wise !!

Be wise , not in your own Eye

Don't confuse other with your judgmental and imprecise comment

Judge Yourself before you judge others !!

Don't condemn people if they just don't do things your way

Look at the Cross.

Seek the truth , and the Truth will set you free from the stronghold of your mind.

Paradigm Shift

Life is so amazing ,

Life is so Challenging,
Life is changing really fast in Urban,
Life is changing to Christ-likeness everyday.
I am changing really fast too, I am going into a paradigm shift.
My thoughts, soul, spirit deeply affected.
I need courage to face all the problems.

Budhha also cannot understand why there is suffering in this world.
Jesus Christ give us the answer , because of sins the world suffer from its consequences.
Jesus is able to redeem us from the destruction of hell.


But not everyone who have the courage to face their own Giant.
Not everyone have the guts to face reality ,
Some day they have to face it themselves,
They can run from it ,
They have to climb their own stairs to reach the next level of maturity.

Escaping the truth .
Denying the Fact,that men cannot save itself from destruction of hell
Jesus is the Way,The Truth and the Light
Many choose to walk that way.
The way that leads to destruction
The Way to Hell.
Only Few may find the narrow way to Heaven

Who is The Judge

It is our nature to Judge others.
We Judge our neighbors
We Judge our parents
We Judge our Friends
We Judge our Lectures
We Judge our Relatives

WE Judge them our neighbors, how they mow their lawn.
We judge them how they teach their children'.
WE Judge our Friends for the way they act , their speech , their characters , their backgrounds

But Who are we to Judge !!!
Judging others doesn't make you Holier
Judging others doesn't make your flaw characters smell better.
Judging others doesn't make one Greater.
We are not Perfect person , Seriously no one is Perfect except God.
Are We trying to be gods of the world.
God Forbids.

Before we judge other , we have to reevaluate ourself.
Hypocrites, First remove the plank from your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye 

(Matthew 7:5)

 We have to focus on the best of every person , God Bless everyone

I Live for You

Every breath I breathe For You.
I Live for you, Every step I take is moving towards you
Seeing Your Faithfulness Through the Season.
I've failed you, Yet You still Love me
You Never fail, you are a faithful God.
Your Love endures forever.
I will put my whole trust in you

No one like you ,
No one Loves me as much as you do
You Give your lives for me ,
I will Live for you to the Very End.

A Dream

Yesterday I have A dream ,It is a strange dream . The dream is about seeing myself been chased by my "best friend", As if I am a criminal. In that dream , I was not sure what was happening to me , My Best friend (BFF) continue to chase me ask I am running forward, As he was approaching me he keep on shouting my name ...... he hurled a lot of accusation that cause me to stumble and walk back to the path behind me. He try to pull me back to the starting point. In the dream , It felt so weird ,as if I am watching myself acting in front of film.


This Scenario ,I think God is trying to speak to me through dreams, my Best friend symbolize my past, As I am trying to move forward, My best friend, try to hold me back with accusation saying 'I am not worthy','A lot of mistakes you have done in your life', 'It is better to stay the way you are' ( Don't change = Stay stagnant).... 


I've remembered, "About a year ago , Paster Ling just got a word from God he told me that, Your bet friend might that be the right friend , The right friend will lead you toward God , he will not lead you astray. Justin , you pray that God will lead you to find the right friend, and remove all the weeds that is blocking/hindering the way of the truth." He also told me to deeply grounded with love of Christ ( Eph 3:17-20).


Thank You for all the love support from CF and CGBC , High praise assembly,Paster Ling ..... 
Above all to God be the Glory . Amen

Orientation- I've missed the Telematch & Games session

Recently I just feel kind of weird. I just feel that I have change, my point of view able people and my own values in judging other. The Change of environment causes me to change drastically.

During orientation I have know many types of people. Most of them come together with their friend, some come by their own. There are some sitting alone, some of them are sitting alone because they are shy, but some they are sitting alone because they are so proud of themselves, looking to themselves as highly than others.  I have experienced that, I have talked to someone who was sitting next to me 

Orientation week have help me a lot basic stuff that I should know where to get help when I am in trouble.

Today I have missed, the games that organized by the games committee , I think that I have made a mistake, I choose not to join the games session because of my friend’s influence he told me that he is not going so I have followed his decision in not going for the last session of orientation programs. This is not me , I am the type of person who have my own principle and don’t follow what the crowds. I guess Due to yesterday’s mood have affected me badly.

 Nevertheless , I Am looking forward for the next week class that is coming , I love CF, I Love Music , I am so excited about then next committee meeting that is coming next week.

KL -Culture Shocked

Yesterday ,I went to Ktarc to submit my validated receipt and submit my validated offer latter.
Few things that surprise me ... I was OMG telling myself ..What was that ??? College Hostel is fulled , I just got the news from the admin Staff , they tell me that 2 weeks ago college hostel already fully booked.
Yeah , great deal doesn't last long , only have to pay RM168 per month.
I just found someone to share room with me , but I think if it won't work out then maybe this plan also will subject to change, If the place is not logistic feasible and economic feasible, then I might choose other option, but most probably I want to live in a place that is safe and people that I can place my trust. Last time I used to live with a friend of mine in Dec 2009 , his room was super messy plus untidy, together with unbearable rotten smell , there is one time he asked me " did u Fart Justin", then i reply ' no I didn't fart', after a few minutes of searching for source of the foul , I have discovered a plastic box rice is filled with Maggots and mature larvae that can fly, and the maggots manage to climb on his laptop's keyboard and squirm under his keyboard.Then he just realized it was the chicken rice that he ate few days ago .   Ewy Disgusting how on earth you can sleep with a pile of rubbish and ignoring the smell.

Back to the topic .First , I took a LRT from Asia Jaya to Wangsa Maju , I took me 30-40minute to reach that area, after that I take a Metro bus head to college. Nearly get myself choke in the LRT, because A lot of people during peak hour around 6-8a.m..  Since I have to be in college by 9 am , I have to wake up 7 am  everyday ..... get myself prepare then must reach the LRT by 7.30

I wish I can get a place nearby Wangsa Maju or Melawati area, I believe God will make a way and provide my every need. God is faithful all the time.


Last but not least , really have to pardon me for any grammar mistakes....

Unforgettable Night in Kampar

Today Have an unforgettable night. Today have a great time with Shu Yi and Melissa.
We chat about random stuff, we've about our views and ideas and I'll find it interesting.
wish that in future can meet with them and my other kampar friend , I will ask them out for yumcha.
I wish I can stay in Kampar for one more night of fellowship with other
Wish them all the best in their career / study / wonderful family.

Regrets I have a few , These are the one of the many regrets. I left kampar with an unresolved conflict.
Although my friend, have a apologize , but he can still there is nothing wrong with him.
That is not my style , normally I always deal with conflict as soon as It's happen .
I have done my best to resolve it. Everything that I have done seems not working.
Every time I try to speak, but our conversation always turn into screaming.
That is how life goes, have to keep moving on with Life .
Cannot pour out new wine into old wineskin; Cannot build my present with the past..

Press on !!!!  Toward the goal


No looking back. Have to move forward.
Dropping all the heavy loads, Learning to surrender everything I have for my Creator's cause
Read Bible as frequent, as I am reading novel and other books
Defend my time, no time will be wasted.

Its Over

Its Over, It ends tonight
I had enough of all this vicious cycle that constant occur .
The minutes you purposely offend me and say sorry .
Its time to draw my line .
I am gonna be your Door mat .
you are always the envious one,
Will get very jealous with whom i am with.
Always feel that insecure, and always accuse me things that have not done.
Asking question ,that your already know
You are always self-contradicting person.


For once you ask for an apology,
Then you exclude me in FB from posting message in your wall.
I will forgive you this time and I also will forget you as well .
I really mean what I said , like last time you've kicked me out of your hostel, You told me not to find you.
I've kept my words and promise , I am glad i did it for almost 3 month I did not contact you.

Get a life , You are sick , you need treatment .
Always living in your own fantasy doesn't lead you to reality.
You sow what you reap,
Always think that you are king .
And now you are king,I  let you become your own 'King"
You said that your 'god' have reveal something to you.

Just to remind you that
I have forgiven you
Take Care you .. we will be friend , just we are walking in different roads and direction.

Hate That apologize via SMS

I dislike people always try to apologize through SMS instead of telling it in front of you that they are truly sorry.
Those offenders dare to stir your wrath but they do not have the guts to stand in front of you and apologize.
I think I am not the only person who receive this kind of treatment.
Few days ago , I have received a SMS from a friend of mine , he ask me for an apology after he have offended me 2 months ago.
Wow, he such an amazing guy after 2 month then he apologize. Anyway I have already forgiven him before he even ask , but I doubt about his sincerity . I've try to reply him, he reply back with message that show that he did not have the sense of remorse for what he have done  . GOd Bless him

It is Done

Finally it is Done , After a few hours in the web learning how to edit by Blog , finally I have figure out how to do it .. After putting CBox And other element inside my blog , start feeling great about it.
Yippie !!! I can personalize my blog with all sorts of colors and styles. Do not Have to copy people 's style just cause everybody is unique. I will try to blog about everything I See , Hear , Feel ; Venture into all kinds of writing style until I find my own style.

Today  I have achieved lot of things and I am proud of myself, getting all the house chores done (etc. dry the clothes and wash all the dishes ) Just posted my application form to KTAR , I'll hope that they accept my application, hope that there will not be any mistakes in the application form . The college says if there is any mistake in my application , they will reject the application .

Gleeful Day

Today is the best day( i guest), Woke up by the glaring of the sun ray after waking up just feel that there is such joy ( maybe due to yesterday was jogging in the park) .  Experts say that exercise will decrease stress and stimulate good hormones that bring you good mood. Whee today I am planning to go jogging again,
As usual I do all the house chore then go to the market to shop for my favorite milk tea... pan cakes
After doing all the house chore, I am getting ready for my appointment with DR.... 
I was going to call a taxi ... Suddenly the phone rang , It was Miss Wu calling asking me, at first she ask me to help but sorry can't help her much the house printer have given my sis ,cause she wanted to print a letter .
 She offer me a ride to my destination She is like God-sent angel....
Thank God for her generosity and hospitality by aiding me to my destination .

After finish meeting with DR. I take a bus home , as i was stepping into the bus there is guy ( A ticket seller), who sell his ticket with a smile on his face, I my heart he(ticket seller ) is a good example for those who are is service sector especially those who take hotel management . I wanted to give the young guy(around 20's) a tip but i've hesitated to do so when i notice my cash is running low
Guys/ Girls  who are in hospitality industry a lesson to be learn frm this young man .
Malaysian service industry is very poor, most people that are serving without a smile and lack of eye contact.
They some more give a moody look as if their Boss is tormenting them.
Last but not least, smile even though your heart is aching ,Smile even though your heart is unwilling, Your smile are so contagious it will affect the people around.

KL life vs rural area

A glimpse about life in KL , Its not gonna be Easy ...
Streets surrounded with cars, the city is filled with all kinds of people.
Curiosity cause me to venture into the city
 this is my destiny that lies ahead .
God will be my guide , wherever I go I will be never be lonely
Knowing someone great is watching my back.
Memories of Pass do haunt me , Fears try to grip me from going forward
I always remind myself Life have to move on,
With persevere i will finish the race .

You will find that time is moving faster in city like KL , compare to Kampar or other small town like lenggong in Perak , I felt that time is as a snail.  
Cars that move in rural area are as slow as 30km/hour ..... People are not in hurry
You can see the mundane task are done without any sign of rushing
They are satisfy of what they have .....

DistraCtion

A few months ago ,I was having problem in relationship with a friend.

Hope that after that incident I can still call him a 'friend'

Now having trouble in picking the right career path and study.

Just have to start to learn to listen from the Voice of my Creator.

A lots of voice come and distract me 

Some ask me to take short cut ,

Some tell me to follow their path,

Friends and relatives.

They all have their own point of view but it doesn't match with my thoughts.

After a few months of discussion with my parent 

It come to a conclusion 

They finally let me continue the my Grade 8 Practical test.

Now I have to persevere And Stay focus.

Yay!!

Thank Mom and Dad for your support XOXO

What LOVE Is LOVE not

Who really loves you ? Your family, Your friends, Your BFF( best friend forever) Your girlfriend/boyfriend....

How you define Love, You might have heard that love is blind , this is certainly wrong , love is not blind on the contrast lust is blind.

You might have heard,LOVE is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud

Love is never tired of waiting; love is kind; love has no envy; love has no high opinion of itself, love has no pride............ coded from 1 Corinthians 13:4 onward

The action of love is now described in these passage.

These are the qualities that need to be found in a relation whether Boyfriend-girlfriend relationship or Best friend or just normal friend.....

If these values that cannot be found in a relationship that you are in perhaps that person or individual is not worthy of you . If you have the real love in a relationship, you will have a long-term relationship. It is because Love never fail, Love does not take account of sin , love covers the multitude of sins.

In conclusion, when you Have Love , you have it all.

Maybe We should take time and evaluate ourselves , Words or our action are they are the fruits of Love ?

Pray to God , one day He will reveal the truths behind one person , so that you will not walk blindly when you are going to start a relationship or end relationship.

Someone told me that Ask God to Lead you to the right friend, even though you may though that now your friend are 'good'/'best' friend to you . It may not benefits you in a relation .

Friends may be the one who leads us to God, Friends can be the one who leads us astray.

MY Choice or HIS choice

Is hard to Choose a University or a college for further study......
Although I have make my decision upon where to proceed my study ......

But the word Uncertainties and Doubts keep playing in my mind, the words that spoken by people is resonating in my mind. They say Degree and Advance diploma is different , Degree is better than Advance diploma besides  the name and the Cost (Obviously) .

WHos voice should i listen to my heart telling me to go to KL and explore..... Kampar is becoming more like Ipoh but I wanna experience the KL life , My curiosity drives me ..... In KL there is a lot
Big mall, Mega Church , Wonderful people that I am going to meet and there are more challenges to face.

On  the other hand,  Living in Kampar is feel like living in my own comfort zone . Everything I have is near to me from logistic, family and friends and most important $$$. Kampar is no longer a town that fill with bulls, last time the population of bull and cow are more than human, Since the UTAR is built and open in 2007 the population of cow and bull have drops ....
Anyway,
 Everything I leave it for God, For His divine choice ..... waiting for a still small voice to aid me in decision making. Leave the rest of my story for the author of life

Reunion-Chinese New Year

This Year 2010 the Chinese New year is not gonna be same like last time we've celebrated.
Cause we have celebrated it without the granny .... She have gone to a paradise , thank God she accepted Christ for a year plus before she move to paradise ....  Lord is faithful all the time, for few years we have been praying for the salvation of the family and for my granny.

I went back to my grandma's home town, Lenggong one week earlier to meet my Aunt , who just come back from Australia.....  I accompany her for a few days and help her in cleaning the old house. She did a great job , she have preparing the Yong Tau Fu( stuffed bean curd) which is a Guang Xi  dish that my grandma used to prepare for us to eat in every Chinese new year. Since 2009 , she not able to prepare the dish for us due some reason that make her leg

After the eve of Chinese New Year we've go to Taiping FGA for Sunday service, What a good experience to Church in Chinese New Year especially outstation church .... It surprise me that most of the people who've attended the meeting they are from outstation.

It was already 4pm when we go back to Lenggong , we went to the Lake Raban(tasik Raban ) for Kayak ...
It was a great experience, I was trying to balance my Kayak while paddling forward...... It was challenging ,My father was trying hard to balance the kayak ....


Hoping the best to Come in next year .......

Enter 2010

Enter into the year of 2010, ain't gonna be easy .....

But have to take the leap of faith in deciding which path that I am heading.....

BOTH path have the pros and cons which is drive me in an indecisive mode

When both path collide it make a crossroad

Just received a message from ..... Sis in Christ...

message quote from bible

Lamentation 3:25 Its say The Lord is Good to those who wait for Him, to the soul who seek Him.

I believe the Lord will open up another alternative route beside those two roads

Lord will make a way

As I was searching the scripture I found this word ....

2 Samuel 22:31

As for God His way is perfect; The word of Lord is proven; He is a shield to all who trust in Him

All I commit my way to the author of my Life..... I surrender all to the All Knowing God

There is a Time for Everything

Many things had happened in 2009 . There are good times and Bad times , I thank God for things that happen in my life......

In year 2010 , A year to maturity, A year that I am not gonna be same , A year that I will not be so naive any more , No longer in a roller coaster life .....

I believe there is a time for everything ,

A time to be born,

And a time to die ;

A time to kill, and a time to heal;

A time to weep, and a time to laugh;

A time to mourn, and a time to laugh;

(Ecclesiates 3:2-9)

Just give thanks to everything that happen in your life.

For everything happens have its reason

There are times u feel so hopeless that there is none i can trust except You .......(In God we trust)

I believe that Relationship that heals in time...... but the scar remain so deep that u can feel that this friendship that gonna be different from the first time we becomes friend.

I just by faith believe that i gonna have better friends in future . :D

Who knows what would happen in future ?