Ushering into year 2012

Day -Bright Sunny =)

The morning start with great music from my PC.
As sun rise, many thought came across my mind.
The things that have happened in 2011.

The reasons things that it have happened.
The friends that I have made.
The Money that I have earned.
The Plans that haven't achieved.
Prophesies that have been fulfilled.
Life that I have impacted.


Sure must have clear direction what is going to happen in 2012.
I always believe if you fail to plan , you are plan to fail.
Set our mind on things that will sustain for a long period of time
which is our soul.

Set some time to ponder and reflect about things, you'll learn to appreciate life.
Set some time to quite down your heart and learn to listen.
Set some time to understand people
Set some time to read more, It will increase your intellectual part.
Set some time to take picture for you will develop the appreciation of God's creation.

Sometime the things that we have plan turned out to be different from the Actual.
So whatever will be will be. Just Let God be God, he will lead me as I draw near.

Today » 銀巴士 on iNDIEVOX -Indie Band

Today » 銀巴士 on iNDIEVOX

Hi guys and girls I came across this song through a short film "双Pair of Love" This band is an Indie band,they are the 'Silver Bus

銀巴士樂團"

the genre is alternative. This song is simple yet nice, able to carry out the feeling of loneliness and some degree of sadness. Simple Lyrics deep meaning

The song call , There is a video in YouTube about this song, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b4LQNYlcI1Y

From Drop Box

The lyrics

從今天以後，沒有人告訴我
我該去那裡，我該做什麼
從今天以後，一個人醒來後
我該去那裡，我該做什麼

從今天以後，我一個人走
我該去那裡，我該做什麼
從今天以後，一個人騎車
我該去那裡，我該做什麼

Today is the day, I no longer have you....

Wretch Blog and other social networks

Discovering Wretch Blog  check out wretch

About a week ago, I reactivate my wretch blog. 

I have opened it 8 month, but it remain dormant since I do not know how to use it.

Wretch Blog will be my secondary Blog. I will use wretch Blog to practice my Chinese writing, Chinese literature....etc. In month apart I will open a Myspace account soon to share the music that I have composed to the world =).

For the sake of research, I will experiment a few social network/ blogs, like Tumblr, weibo, wretch.cc, Myspace.....

Wish me Luck will give comment and feedback about the User Interface for each Blog and social networks =)

Chance??? Opportunity ??

Chance and Opportunity
Those who know how to grab it will succeed.
learning to let go is equally important.(Priority)

For those who thought that I am going to be the president of Chamber orchestra, sorry to let you down.
I did not take the opportunity even though I am capable to be the one in position.
Sorry I doubt myself and others.
I have found that I have other commitments, Ain't easy to become president.
Time is the factors, I have foresee that I have a greater commitment in 2012.
So I couldn't promise that I will remain long in the position.

As God lead I will Follow. wherever He may lead I will follow, just felt that the timing is not right.

Thought of the Month

I have been thinking,

I have been reflecting, 

I have been pondering, 

What God have done in my Life, People that I have impact in Campus.

Before this year 2011 end.

Remind me all the things He have done in my life and His Faithfulness keep me going.

There are times I wanna give up. At some point I have some thought of ending my life.

His Love hindered me from making the Huge mistake.

He told me that is grace is sufficient for me, His strength is made perfect in my weakness.(II Corinthians 12:9)

I told myself I am a waste of time, I don't worth your life, I don't worth your time, but you say other wise

I was trying to forge my destiny, I couldn't accept the brokenness and situations that I am in.

I remind myself that what you have done in my life.

I remind myself the moment where I poured out everything to you.

I remind myself a Savior that save me from the pit of Hell

I remind myself a Friend that always be there for me when everyone Neglects me.

I remind myself that I need not to protect myself , I have found a refuge in HIM alone.

My December

This December would be a different December compare to the previous one.

Its a Bittersweet December .

Lots of sweet things happen, as Bitter stuffs abounds

A festive month for all of us.

A lot of invitations from friends , from various church and denominations.

Every week I am invited to a Christmas celebration, I have noticed networks of friends are growing ... 

I am so blessed. I thought i am happy but I wasn't. The joy of Christmas 

I have neglected the one that I've supposed to show love and concern. 

She waited for me; I have disappoint her again and again.

I have promised to come, but I have never showed up , I was so caught up with the events around me :(

Regret.

Never felt that strong remorse before , just a week ago I was talking with my Indian nanny. Knowing that she is not feeling well, I gave her a call wanted to invite her to a " Christian Healing rally". Unfortunately she is immobile and her sons are not really keen to transport her from her house. In our conversation, she told me to visit her when I am free. And I thought I gonna visit her next week, but it turn out to be different, I have attended a wedding instead. She have suffered much from disease and grief that caused by her sons. Her sons have neglected her in many ways. Yes, they do provide a home, but a home without love 

Picture in my Mind.

Picture of my nanny keep playing in my mind, I can only let her live in my memories. I LOVE HER. She is like my second mom. I felt sorry for her, I keep blaming myself and others for her lost. I know what I say or do couldn't bring her back. I miss her so much. From today onward I will promised you, I will treat my parents well when they are old, I will cherish them ,pour out my unconditional love towards them. 

RIP nanny,

Sincerely Love Justin .