Confession of a HeartBroken

It sucks,

Even the person closest to you misunderstand you,

No matter how eager you to explains,

It is true what hurts the most are those that are close.

the misunderstanding keep on snow balling,

People do get tired, I am tired of this Relationship

I tell myself it is Over.

Game Over.

I am leaving, leaving you lonely.

Hardening my Heart 

so I would not be feeling any pains

some pain are worth taking, some are just a waste of time if we keep holding on.

Should I hold on or Give up?

Worth going through the pain again?

Honesty

this is lacking between us.

Whenever an question is asked, you will reply we with another questions.

For my part, I am holding myself ...

Why it is so hard for people to be honest.

Many Are Curious about what is happening

Only Few are truly care.

well I guess this is just reality of Life

I was hit Hard,

Now my life FUCKED

Pretty Fucked

I have wasted the whole year of 2016.

I Live for You

Every breath I breathe For You.
I Live for you, Every step I take is moving towards you
Seeing Your Faithfulness Through the Season.
I've failed you, Yet You still Love me
You Never fail, you are a faithful God.
Your Love endures forever.
I will put my whole trust in you

No one like you ,
No one Loves me as much as you do
You Give your lives for me ,
I will Live for you to the Very End.

What LOVE Is LOVE not

Who really loves you ? Your family, Your friends, Your BFF( best friend forever) Your girlfriend/boyfriend....

How you define Love, You might have heard that love is blind , this is certainly wrong , love is not blind on the contrast lust is blind.

You might have heard,LOVE is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud

Love is never tired of waiting; love is kind; love has no envy; love has no high opinion of itself, love has no pride............ coded from 1 Corinthians 13:4 onward

The action of love is now described in these passage.

These are the qualities that need to be found in a relation whether Boyfriend-girlfriend relationship or Best friend or just normal friend.....

If these values that cannot be found in a relationship that you are in perhaps that person or individual is not worthy of you . If you have the real love in a relationship, you will have a long-term relationship. It is because Love never fail, Love does not take account of sin , love covers the multitude of sins.

In conclusion, when you Have Love , you have it all.

Maybe We should take time and evaluate ourselves , Words or our action are they are the fruits of Love ?

Pray to God , one day He will reveal the truths behind one person , so that you will not walk blindly when you are going to start a relationship or end relationship.

Someone told me that Ask God to Lead you to the right friend, even though you may though that now your friend are 'good'/'best' friend to you . It may not benefits you in a relation .

Friends may be the one who leads us to God, Friends can be the one who leads us astray.