September 11th, We Never Forget

Today is Sep, 11th 2020.

I remember last time when I was young, joined the school trip.

As I recalled, while dining for breakfast saw the Sep 11, tragedy news LIVE. Back then was small don't really felt much. At first sight,

I thought was computer-animated couldn't be real then later aware that the news is real.

Life is short, Unpredictable... People come and Go, Appreciate them before they expired. Today, remind that those people were on the building would never know that morning was their last day on earth.

Revisit the Videos, seeing people rather jump than being burnt, Ashes and smoke filled the air, screams, and shout desperate ask for help.

This year 2020, I have lost many friends and acquaintance they died before their time, I believe in fated destiny, some are around my age, some your just 17,21 sad to see young people, teen, and young adults lost their life.

Final words, no one lives forever. Love them while they are alive. I am grateful to be alive and well will express my appreciation to all my friends and fans (hope they never found my blog).

Bros, memories with you will always in My Heart. I love you very much

Sincerely

Justin. 

Liar

If u all came across him don't panic, just remain calm and don't believe any word spoken by him. Insincerity and lack of genuine

No matter what He Did

No matter what you do is positive or negative there will be bound with haters.
He who hates is not from God.
Not to mentioned is Dislike are same as Hatred.
Yeah this brother in Christ i felt that he dislike me in th beginning.
Although at first meet he have the smiley face. As time goes by i have realised those were part of his techniques.
He once told me that if " u manage to make a man smile u will stripe of his armor, if you manage to make him laugh u will strip him naked".
Just recently i realised that he rather to get insurance from the bank than me. Ounch i admit it hurts abit cause since last time he once said that Life Insurance is bullshit he doesn't believe in it and yet now he bought it from bank.
Previously have proposed wanna do financial analysis on his behalf but he silently object.

Atleast now u see his true colour no more hiding in the shadow, once work with his dad before. Thank God for the truesight abilities to see through all things with my Visual Prowess.

I do not know why he treated me as such? Envy? Jealousy? He do not want me to be succesful? Probably! !
I just commit him to God , i dont care.... haha
Whether he have been naughty or nice

My friend's Proposal

My friend Joel,
Some how he used to look like this....
Used to be skinny due to Herbal Life.
I called it HerbalLied.
Cause once you stop using it your body will accumulate fats at an accelerating speed...

Yeah back to the main topic where we used to be closed friends, until a maggot copy the content of my blog and shared it among 60 friends of a whtapps group. HolyCow!!

Anderson Wong, i will not forget what i did.
It is unpardonable, straight i removed you from all my social networks i guess you couldn't control information well, anything u can just call me instead.

Regrets

Regrets i have a few, today went bodybuilding competitions, aiks missed the photo taking session with my bro, feeling kinda shy, i hesitated to meet him for picture session. Kinda proud of him, never the less i tell myself never cry over spilled milk.

Next time be bold and do it, better making mistakes than regrets for not taking the opportunity when limited time is given.
Cheers.

Friends just

After some time I think it doesn't matte tpme most.
Friends is just mere words.
Countless betrayal from Close friends.
This time let make it the last close friend.
From today onwards.
I do not want any close friends.
Just have a few normal friends would be cool.
Enough of those hurts..... and pains...
Instead I plan to Unfriend some...
Burn the bridge of relationship....
Let it go.
Just move on

Lost Friend

The day I never thought is that I have lost my Close friend.
Friendship that meant to me alot.
Perhaps it is because we know each other too close till we have taken each other for granted.
WE used to be very respectful towards each other.... until we know each other to well that he started act in ways as if I owe him.
I have lost many close friend, those real one will sustain to the end.

Unfriended my Close Friend

Your apathy doesn't get my sympathy
Lukewarmer Kill a Friendship

Kinda Awkward being with you
Feel like a stranger being with you
I couldn't stand to look into your face, could not look into your eyes
No longer can face you
Do not feel like starting conversation
because you are no longer you,
and I am no longer I,
We have changed from time to time,
we have changed from different direction,
We have been 4 years friend, close friend,
Although It is Sad, but I will set you apart.

It is painful, but I do not wish to prolong the suffering.
Short pain is better than Long suffering.



I have been suffer from your Apathy,
Long time before you have started relationship with your girlfriend
Things get more obvious when you are in girl-boy relationship.
It does take long for me to realize that It is one-sided frienship
Where I strive hard to maintain the frienship,
I've always been the one who initiate conversation,....etc
I felt I have been taken for granted in Many ways
I felt so drain out and tired from this kinda friendship
I have decided to put an end to this misery by cutting all the roots
Decided to leave you the way you are, Being with you is a WASTE OF TIME and LIFE


I woke up in April, Thank God.
God sent various people in this seasons


The Old season is coming to an End
I have NEW friends thank God
God speak to me through a Pastor's Sermon
Where he talk about, the difference between good friends and right friends.
A Good Friend is a friend is good for hangout whereas A right friend will built you up.
A right friend will be there to built your characters and bear your burdens.

I will Forgive all the things that you've done, but We will never be friend again.
Thank you for coming into my life as A LESSON

Best Friend Forever? ?

Best friend forever or best foe forever?
Used to have a close friend, He is my roommate too.
Remember those were the days that we could joke and laugh together. We were that innocent and playful.
We could share things transparently and crack into joke easily.
Moments we have is priceliess, really cherish the frienship I had.
I always be happy that I could be  blessing to him. All the room house chores are done by me from washing the toilet to cleaning his bedsheets, clothes, ....etc.
Things starting to change after his industrial training he tend to be more passive than last time.
Changes even become more drastic in 2013, he started to display more changes in attitudes and behavior.

I hope that I can save this friendship, he seems to be amiable, Not really care...
Even his greeting become "robotic". Words of "thank you" become rigid and structural. It really hv become a duty to him to respond towards me. I don't really feel his sincerity.
I did not expect him to repay me.
All I require is he spend some time with me and have an honest conversation.

Did I did something wrong?
Am I treating Him too good?
Izzit worth to continue to keep this friendship or I just forget him and move on?

It is a Blessing that he come to my life or a Lesson? I hope that we will continue to become good  friend,  maybe a better friend in time to come

Friend Forever??

Friend Forever ???
I never believe that...... Appreciate your friends at the moment before they depreciate.


Just a series of minor conflicts , never thought the damage are permanent..

Since the last quarrels we had, we have stop communicate with each other.Anyway I just wish him all the best in everything.

Heated Argument-- Long Cooldown

It started a month Ago,

I have an Argument with a friend and A great disagreement towards a group of friend.

Conflict arises all the time, disagreement in ideas, conflicts of culture and Language barriers

Since then I never contact them, No calls , No SmSes , No Facebook messages ..... etc

Basically I need a longer time to cool-down, after a nuclear explosion.

I didn't really express my anger or hurts directly to them.

But I need a break from them before I really go mad.

I still can't face them yet. Have to wait until my wounds are hill and set up my wall of defences before I can meet up with them again.

I really feels threathen when my cell group leader try to check out on me Via blogger and Facebook. I would really appreaciate it if He would spent some time to call me or sms me or ask me out for drink. Never the Less thank to the IP tracker that I have installed into my blog. The stalker have been traced.

Memories of the Previous Birthday

It has been a great time, looking back to the events that have happen in 2010 knowing that I am so bless.
There are lots of trials and testing that have been going on, It shapes me can I know that I am going to be more mature, strong, agile .... etc. To sum up everything God uses circumstances to change a person.

It has been a long time I didn't update my blog, a lot of things have happen and I thank God for the good stuff and the bad stuff that happen in my life. As I come back from my camp, I try to invite my friend to my birthday, as usual I am the person who initiate my friend's party including my own birthday party. I remember 2 years ago, it was my birthday where I have to bring my own champaign and junk foods to the restaurant to celebrate my own birthday as my Guys friend does not know that day is my birthday, Oh my gosh !!!!

back to year 2008 It was better , NONE of my guys friend know that my birthday is in 30th..... Thanks to my girls friend, they were my assignment group mates, those were the days, I remember that we laugh together, as we were making fun of the names of those stuck up people, we joke together , we gossip together, Oh I miss those days....
Back to the track, My girls friend at first, One of the girl in the assignment ask me out for a drink, I thought I was a normal hang out thingy that we usually do, then later another girl from my assignment group come to join us, as she brought a mini 'Cake" to the restaurant. I was so surprise that was never expected by me. I was a heartwarming sensation.

Back to 2009 , nothing significant .... Another surprise again, I thought my friend have forgotten my birthday. The games goes the same just the different player.... My best pal give me a surprise, yeah an usual surprise, a mini cake, we've celebrate it in my best pal's room together with one of his classmate. That was an awesome trio.

Back to the recent birthday celebration in 2010 , Initially I was the person who organize it, at first i wanna have a slumber party so that we can have spent time together until morning, then doze of to bed, but some how one of the 4 can't come saying that he have curfew and It is too far away; So I have decided to  change my plan to have an ordinary "cafe session" with them, I have to change the venue the theme , the only thing remain constant is the time, I didn't change the time. They gave me a surprise ,Jimmy said that he will be slightly late .... as I wait I thought that they are not going to show up cause they are half an hour late ;Finally they did show up with 2 cakes with them. Now I see, they were late because they were preparing the cakes. Thank God for everything , I has been a wonderful 21 years living in the earth with bunch of great friends and lovely family and supporting "bestie  ".

Exam Period =) Time to Hit the books and Study

Time shift so fast, as if A wink of an eye
3 month have past, there are 2 weeks left before the actual date of exam 28th august
Still have a lot of things to cover.
Pray that God you give me wisdom and good memory
Sustain me through it all,
For this moment can't bother much of the petty things and the fickle minded person.

There is this friend, I hope I can still call him a friend.
He used to be one of the close friend,
After what he have done to me, privatize me in Facebook.
I will consider whether he is still my friend.
Although he have apologized I know it is not sincere.
Although I have forgiven you but the consequences and the judgments still stand.
I will forgive and forget you, every bits of memories will be forgotten =)

New destiny God have installed in Me,
I believe everything happens have its reason,
Praise the Lord. Before you don't want to befriend with me
The Lord have foretold me that he will remove the weeds in my life that is blocking my way to the truth.
Remembered that pastor told me that ask God to give you the right friend.
Sometime your best friend may not be the right friend, as they have negative influence on you.
My previous buddy have a lot negative influence on me which cause me to stumble.
Thank God, Everything have breath praise the Lord