Thanksgiving

Give Thanks Songs keep on echoing in my heart
Although this year has been tough year.
by HIS grace I have overcome a lot of trials and testings
well, I am still alive

Really Grateful and contented with that, as long you are living
you have the power to change your circumstances.

Grateful I am Alive to fix all those junks in my life,
Life don't give me second chance but you gave me life, future, and  hope....

Too many things to mention about your greatness, faithfulness in keeping and helping me through.

In summary, give thanks all the blessings e have given me, counts your blessings and you will realised a lot of thing worth give thanks for.

Uncertainty

I do not understand this type of feeling, which i am struggling....

Uncertainty of many things was around, especially appointments that i need to meet,

who should you give priority.

Uncertainty the Job, and career path that I am going and thinking would I have enough money to survive

At the moment I felt I am Stuck, but I believe I am In the hand of my creator.

He who hold the stars and moon will not slumber,

He will watch over me, He will be my guide

He take cares everything.

Constantly need to remind myself, 

I am yours, whatever I have is yours, and you are mine.

The scripture Matt 6:33 came across my mind seek ye First the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things will be added unto you.

Meditate the scripture until it sinks into my Heart and Soul.

Till Now I surrender all to you,

keep on enjoy your fellowship and rest in you.


These 2 songs speak to me personally, be bless by those songs

                                               

                                      10,000 Reasons (Bless The Lord)

                                               

Who Am I (Casting Crown)

Sky is the Limit

Sky is the limit and how high shall I climb.
No boundaries, climb as high as I want.
Many people, friends they are complacent of their current ground. They wish to remain there, they are not willing to take risk.
In their career, literally they are sustaining their income and knowledge.
The path of greater height may be a lonely path, but I am willing to soar for greater heights I wanna be a trailbrazer, I wanna be someone to make a different in the society. Someone who add values to improve the society.
Leaving signboards of life for those who are behind me.
The higher the ladder u climb the less people will wanna follow you, ye I shall not be afraid the Lord is my light and Salvation who is holding my right hand.
Prophesies that have been prophesied over me is fulfilling one by one.
Greater destiny for me to be the end time Joseph, who will bless with wealth as much as Solomon, so that the people around me will be blessed.

Bless me Lord so I could be a great blessing to my neighbour as well as to the society. Grant me supernatural davor and wisdom to execute your divine plan for me.

Thought of the Month

I have been thinking,

I have been reflecting, 

I have been pondering, 

What God have done in my Life, People that I have impact in Campus.

Before this year 2011 end.

Remind me all the things He have done in my life and His Faithfulness keep me going.

There are times I wanna give up. At some point I have some thought of ending my life.

His Love hindered me from making the Huge mistake.

He told me that is grace is sufficient for me, His strength is made perfect in my weakness.(II Corinthians 12:9)

I told myself I am a waste of time, I don't worth your life, I don't worth your time, but you say other wise

I was trying to forge my destiny, I couldn't accept the brokenness and situations that I am in.

I remind myself that what you have done in my life.

I remind myself the moment where I poured out everything to you.

I remind myself a Savior that save me from the pit of Hell

I remind myself a Friend that always be there for me when everyone Neglects me.

I remind myself that I need not to protect myself , I have found a refuge in HIM alone.

Memories of the Previous Birthday

It has been a great time, looking back to the events that have happen in 2010 knowing that I am so bless.
There are lots of trials and testing that have been going on, It shapes me can I know that I am going to be more mature, strong, agile .... etc. To sum up everything God uses circumstances to change a person.

It has been a long time I didn't update my blog, a lot of things have happen and I thank God for the good stuff and the bad stuff that happen in my life. As I come back from my camp, I try to invite my friend to my birthday, as usual I am the person who initiate my friend's party including my own birthday party. I remember 2 years ago, it was my birthday where I have to bring my own champaign and junk foods to the restaurant to celebrate my own birthday as my Guys friend does not know that day is my birthday, Oh my gosh !!!!

back to year 2008 It was better , NONE of my guys friend know that my birthday is in 30th..... Thanks to my girls friend, they were my assignment group mates, those were the days, I remember that we laugh together, as we were making fun of the names of those stuck up people, we joke together , we gossip together, Oh I miss those days....
Back to the track, My girls friend at first, One of the girl in the assignment ask me out for a drink, I thought I was a normal hang out thingy that we usually do, then later another girl from my assignment group come to join us, as she brought a mini 'Cake" to the restaurant. I was so surprise that was never expected by me. I was a heartwarming sensation.

Back to 2009 , nothing significant .... Another surprise again, I thought my friend have forgotten my birthday. The games goes the same just the different player.... My best pal give me a surprise, yeah an usual surprise, a mini cake, we've celebrate it in my best pal's room together with one of his classmate. That was an awesome trio.

Back to the recent birthday celebration in 2010 , Initially I was the person who organize it, at first i wanna have a slumber party so that we can have spent time together until morning, then doze of to bed, but some how one of the 4 can't come saying that he have curfew and It is too far away; So I have decided to  change my plan to have an ordinary "cafe session" with them, I have to change the venue the theme , the only thing remain constant is the time, I didn't change the time. They gave me a surprise ,Jimmy said that he will be slightly late .... as I wait I thought that they are not going to show up cause they are half an hour late ;Finally they did show up with 2 cakes with them. Now I see, they were late because they were preparing the cakes. Thank God for everything , I has been a wonderful 21 years living in the earth with bunch of great friends and lovely family and supporting "bestie  ".

Seeds of prayer bring harvest of Soul

Seeing my friend being saved, it is an awesome feeling.

For months I have been praying for both of my friends' salvation

Finally, I have seen the fruits of salvation coming through their life.

Praise God, many times I try to invite them to those christian meeting or gathering , they just go it for the sake of going .

I may not be the one who harvest the plant or water, God's is the ultimate farmer , he water the seed with his words and God make eveything grows. I just have to presevere and continue to pray for those who haven't experience the Lord's Salvation .

Praise be to God , 2 Souls are saved. In the bible  it talks about when one soul is saved the whole Heaven is having a big banquet to celebrate their salvation. I pray that they will continue to grow Strong in jesus, deeply rooted and grounded with the love of Christ( Ephesian 3:17). I pray that they will be a strong witness and become a salt & light for JESUS CHRIST. I also pray that Christ may use us to the fullness as we offer our body as a living sacrifice to HIM , Glory to God Forever seated on the Throne!!!!

Dark Tunnel- Light at the end

There will always be a Darkest moment in everyone's Life.
I have just experience it and I have experienced the supernatural breakthrough from the Lord.
The Lord Lifted my spirit when I was oppressed by my circumstances. It makes me depend on Him totally, I grow stronger and understand the Lord and get closer to Him.
In the Darkest moment,
Fear over grip your heart,
Indecisive thought hit your mind,
Overwhelm by worries. accusation fire to you in all direction, who shall you seek refuge, who shall you find comfort, who will understand your situation?
Always remember you will get through to the end of tunnel and you will see light. Fear not The Lord is with you, and He goes before you.
No matter how deep or how dark the path ,God will see us through He will never leave you or forsake you. For if we died with Him, we shall also live with Him.If we are faithless, he will be faithful.
Because God cannot deny himself.  If we endure, we shall also reign with Him; If we deny Him, He also will deny us;
Even the youth shall faint and be weary,And the Young man shall fall.
But for those who wait upon the Lord , their strength will be renew,They Shall Mount up like eagles, They shall run and not weary, They shall walk and not faint. (Isaiah 40:30-31)

Exam Period =) Time to Hit the books and Study

Time shift so fast, as if A wink of an eye
3 month have past, there are 2 weeks left before the actual date of exam 28th august
Still have a lot of things to cover.
Pray that God you give me wisdom and good memory
Sustain me through it all,
For this moment can't bother much of the petty things and the fickle minded person.

There is this friend, I hope I can still call him a friend.
He used to be one of the close friend,
After what he have done to me, privatize me in Facebook.
I will consider whether he is still my friend.
Although he have apologized I know it is not sincere.
Although I have forgiven you but the consequences and the judgments still stand.
I will forgive and forget you, every bits of memories will be forgotten =)

New destiny God have installed in Me,
I believe everything happens have its reason,
Praise the Lord. Before you don't want to befriend with me
The Lord have foretold me that he will remove the weeds in my life that is blocking my way to the truth.
Remembered that pastor told me that ask God to give you the right friend.
Sometime your best friend may not be the right friend, as they have negative influence on you.
My previous buddy have a lot negative influence on me which cause me to stumble.
Thank God, Everything have breath praise the Lord

I Live for You

Every breath I breathe For You.
I Live for you, Every step I take is moving towards you
Seeing Your Faithfulness Through the Season.
I've failed you, Yet You still Love me
You Never fail, you are a faithful God.
Your Love endures forever.
I will put my whole trust in you

No one like you ,
No one Loves me as much as you do
You Give your lives for me ,
I will Live for you to the Very End.

What LOVE Is LOVE not

Who really loves you ? Your family, Your friends, Your BFF( best friend forever) Your girlfriend/boyfriend....

How you define Love, You might have heard that love is blind , this is certainly wrong , love is not blind on the contrast lust is blind.

You might have heard,LOVE is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud

Love is never tired of waiting; love is kind; love has no envy; love has no high opinion of itself, love has no pride............ coded from 1 Corinthians 13:4 onward

The action of love is now described in these passage.

These are the qualities that need to be found in a relation whether Boyfriend-girlfriend relationship or Best friend or just normal friend.....

If these values that cannot be found in a relationship that you are in perhaps that person or individual is not worthy of you . If you have the real love in a relationship, you will have a long-term relationship. It is because Love never fail, Love does not take account of sin , love covers the multitude of sins.

In conclusion, when you Have Love , you have it all.

Maybe We should take time and evaluate ourselves , Words or our action are they are the fruits of Love ?

Pray to God , one day He will reveal the truths behind one person , so that you will not walk blindly when you are going to start a relationship or end relationship.

Someone told me that Ask God to Lead you to the right friend, even though you may though that now your friend are 'good'/'best' friend to you . It may not benefits you in a relation .

Friends may be the one who leads us to God, Friends can be the one who leads us astray.

MY Choice or HIS choice

Is hard to Choose a University or a college for further study......
Although I have make my decision upon where to proceed my study ......

But the word Uncertainties and Doubts keep playing in my mind, the words that spoken by people is resonating in my mind. They say Degree and Advance diploma is different , Degree is better than Advance diploma besides  the name and the Cost (Obviously) .

WHos voice should i listen to my heart telling me to go to KL and explore..... Kampar is becoming more like Ipoh but I wanna experience the KL life , My curiosity drives me ..... In KL there is a lot
Big mall, Mega Church , Wonderful people that I am going to meet and there are more challenges to face.

On  the other hand,  Living in Kampar is feel like living in my own comfort zone . Everything I have is near to me from logistic, family and friends and most important $$$. Kampar is no longer a town that fill with bulls, last time the population of bull and cow are more than human, Since the UTAR is built and open in 2007 the population of cow and bull have drops ....
Anyway,
 Everything I leave it for God, For His divine choice ..... waiting for a still small voice to aid me in decision making. Leave the rest of my story for the author of life