Lost Friend

The day I never thought is that I have lost my Close friend.
Friendship that meant to me alot.
Perhaps it is because we know each other too close till we have taken each other for granted.
WE used to be very respectful towards each other.... until we know each other to well that he started act in ways as if I owe him.
I have lost many close friend, those real one will sustain to the end.

Unfriended my Close Friend

Your apathy doesn't get my sympathy
Lukewarmer Kill a Friendship

Kinda Awkward being with you
Feel like a stranger being with you
I couldn't stand to look into your face, could not look into your eyes
No longer can face you
Do not feel like starting conversation
because you are no longer you,
and I am no longer I,
We have changed from time to time,
we have changed from different direction,
We have been 4 years friend, close friend,
Although It is Sad, but I will set you apart.

It is painful, but I do not wish to prolong the suffering.
Short pain is better than Long suffering.



I have been suffer from your Apathy,
Long time before you have started relationship with your girlfriend
Things get more obvious when you are in girl-boy relationship.
It does take long for me to realize that It is one-sided frienship
Where I strive hard to maintain the frienship,
I've always been the one who initiate conversation,....etc
I felt I have been taken for granted in Many ways
I felt so drain out and tired from this kinda friendship
I have decided to put an end to this misery by cutting all the roots
Decided to leave you the way you are, Being with you is a WASTE OF TIME and LIFE


I woke up in April, Thank God.
God sent various people in this seasons


The Old season is coming to an End
I have NEW friends thank God
God speak to me through a Pastor's Sermon
Where he talk about, the difference between good friends and right friends.
A Good Friend is a friend is good for hangout whereas A right friend will built you up.
A right friend will be there to built your characters and bear your burdens.

I will Forgive all the things that you've done, but We will never be friend again.
Thank you for coming into my life as A LESSON

Best Friend Forever? ?

Best friend forever or best foe forever?
Used to have a close friend, He is my roommate too.
Remember those were the days that we could joke and laugh together. We were that innocent and playful.
We could share things transparently and crack into joke easily.
Moments we have is priceliess, really cherish the frienship I had.
I always be happy that I could be  blessing to him. All the room house chores are done by me from washing the toilet to cleaning his bedsheets, clothes, ....etc.
Things starting to change after his industrial training he tend to be more passive than last time.
Changes even become more drastic in 2013, he started to display more changes in attitudes and behavior.

I hope that I can save this friendship, he seems to be amiable, Not really care...
Even his greeting become "robotic". Words of "thank you" become rigid and structural. It really hv become a duty to him to respond towards me. I don't really feel his sincerity.
I did not expect him to repay me.
All I require is he spend some time with me and have an honest conversation.

Did I did something wrong?
Am I treating Him too good?
Izzit worth to continue to keep this friendship or I just forget him and move on?

It is a Blessing that he come to my life or a Lesson? I hope that we will continue to become good  friend,  maybe a better friend in time to come

Friend Forever??

Friend Forever ???
I never believe that...... Appreciate your friends at the moment before they depreciate.


Just a series of minor conflicts , never thought the damage are permanent..

Since the last quarrels we had, we have stop communicate with each other.Anyway I just wish him all the best in everything.

Heated Argument-- Long Cooldown

It started a month Ago,

I have an Argument with a friend and A great disagreement towards a group of friend.

Conflict arises all the time, disagreement in ideas, conflicts of culture and Language barriers

Since then I never contact them, No calls , No SmSes , No Facebook messages ..... etc

Basically I need a longer time to cool-down, after a nuclear explosion.

I didn't really express my anger or hurts directly to them.

But I need a break from them before I really go mad.

I still can't face them yet. Have to wait until my wounds are hill and set up my wall of defences before I can meet up with them again.

I really feels threathen when my cell group leader try to check out on me Via blogger and Facebook. I would really appreaciate it if He would spent some time to call me or sms me or ask me out for drink. Never the Less thank to the IP tracker that I have installed into my blog. The stalker have been traced.

Exam Period =) Time to Hit the books and Study

Time shift so fast, as if A wink of an eye
3 month have past, there are 2 weeks left before the actual date of exam 28th august
Still have a lot of things to cover.
Pray that God you give me wisdom and good memory
Sustain me through it all,
For this moment can't bother much of the petty things and the fickle minded person.

There is this friend, I hope I can still call him a friend.
He used to be one of the close friend,
After what he have done to me, privatize me in Facebook.
I will consider whether he is still my friend.
Although he have apologized I know it is not sincere.
Although I have forgiven you but the consequences and the judgments still stand.
I will forgive and forget you, every bits of memories will be forgotten =)

New destiny God have installed in Me,
I believe everything happens have its reason,
Praise the Lord. Before you don't want to befriend with me
The Lord have foretold me that he will remove the weeds in my life that is blocking my way to the truth.
Remembered that pastor told me that ask God to give you the right friend.
Sometime your best friend may not be the right friend, as they have negative influence on you.
My previous buddy have a lot negative influence on me which cause me to stumble.
Thank God, Everything have breath praise the Lord