No Woman No Cry, Disagree

No woman No cry?
No woman, but
I have cried,
Wanna Cry
but no tears
such immense sadness
cannot be express by just tears and tantrum
Deep intense of dissatisfactions.

Regrets have a few,
Fear of future I have none,
Although the future seems unclear
I think worrying won't solve it
It will just make things worst.

Worrying and Fear have no grip from me,
but the some regrets and guilts of the past,
Keep on flashing back.


I have been strong for too long, sometime is okay to cry, but this time that kind of sadness cannot be cried out. My vocabulary, have become " I have should...." " what if " I gotta stop thinking else, overthinking could make me feel depress.

Okay for now I share until here, to be continued.....
I have promised I will write consistently even though it may be short.

Fabulous February 2017

Been Gone for 3 months since transition from 2016 to 2017

Ups and Downs we are so used to it, we call it life.

My S6 edge passed away on January, this picture is snapped before my phone motherboard was burned

A little short updates, whee I have started my work as Unit trust consultant and part time grab car driver.

Don't know since when I have the phobia of driving passenger, but if today Grab have an incentives I might Drive straight 6 trips per day, or more trips I will go further for those incentives.

I will try to update more Blogs form time to time....

Blogger no doubt still the best place for me to share my thoughts, ideas with friends around the globe.

A lot of words have written on my hard copy journals so I guess, I will just type a few lines just to express my joy,

The

New Life.

New Life, as I have left the Gym job, personal Coach. I find it more fulfilling, 

Now, Helping people to plan for their retirement, children education plan.

Thank God, for being faithful guiding me, I hope i will achieve my one million sales target.

Bye 2016

Bye 2016

Welcome 2017!!!

Say good bye to 2016

Looking forward for something new.


Life is not always ups, sometime down....

But think on the brighter side I wish all is well, hope for the best is yet to come.
2017, I will surrender my life to the almighty....
2016, I did it my way ended so bad, landed on wrong side, get hurts and wounds
Hopefully, all will be well again when i realigned the priorities of life.

It has been a rough years in 2016, I have learned many life lessons.



New Job is coming, New opportunity.....
Hope all the best, in 2017 in your life...

Will update more, what is going on and share more of my own personal thoughts and perspectives
Will be more expressive than last year....
Will be more noisy, more frequent post and updates.
Will be updating my blog more frequent
thank you my regular readers for your support.

 

December again =)

Often heard,
December be kind to me , January be kind to me....

Very often have we think, have we be kind to ourself.
How we manage our time , relationship and family.

Think again in December, anything we have neglected....
haha this year I have survived, I almost died.
Thank God, help sent from various area.... when I felt life is slopping downward

Thank God, for the Mentors,
Thank God, for the prayers and supports.

I am Grateful for the Good and Bad Have happened,
God always provide a way for me ....
Ever faithful God

New Season of Life

Happy =)
A short updates, what is my life's on going ....
Ushering the New Season of Life is coming, gotta keep calm, but I am super exciting about it.
Alot of prayers and preparation for that ....

Recently received some calls and attended a few interviews.

Hope that I will able to get in Marcus Evan company, so far the best interview I ever had,
I have a meaningful chat with the manager, if I am successful will make it to next round.

Lot of experience gained through meeting alot of seniors in the business arena.
Heart is full of gratefulness, hope i will have a great start.

OH My August

Oh My August,
July have left now august, have to secure the month,
Time flies, was in holiday for sometime
Time to get Employ again.
Whatever it is got to take a chance, Breakaway from this current situation.
Be bold to face every obstacles of life.
Cannot afford to be indecisive, Just have to plan and execute....
It has been sometime I have been indecisive and Procrastinate , time to take back the turf
Time to redeem back those lost time,
Months I feel into these DOTA addictions, It is time to call it off.

Things I need to achieve.
Find new job, New Career pathway, be contented yet not complacent, Constantly improve overall well being ( intellectual, physical, spiritual)

Never give up on your dreams, just that there are few small sets backs, remind yourself the GOAL.
Life is a process , sometimes we have to go through some setbacks gained some experience, through the experience it form resilient.

Mid year Review.
Goal that I want to achieve a better physical outlook, have a better body, Shoulder, arms , Huge Chest, V-shape Back, Well developed.

Better career advancement.Flourish in the Financial service and Fitness Industry
More customers, larger network platform, ultimately more money

Hope that are will be well =)
May the odds will be in my favour

Away again

Hey
Guys i have been away sometime.
Previously try to update my blog via the blogger apps but failed. The blogger apps crash most of the time.
Start on this week onwards i will start sharing my life again :)

Reflection - Year Quarter have passed

It has been awhile, after Chinese New Year I am Lazy to blog, 

Short updates here, 

A lot of things over my mind , my focus are blurred, losing the cutting edge

received a useful advice....

Got to have a laser light focus in the things we do.

We might have alot of talents,limited time so we need to prioritize which talents to develop

turn it into cutting-edge skill.

Focus on your strength that will have competitive edge towards your rival

Finally Destroy what may destroy you, it might be a bad habits or stinking attitude that require change.

A bad attitude is like a Flat tires, you can't go far in Life.

remain humble and steadfast in Love.

NEW YEAR 2016

New Year 2016

New Beginning,
New Seasons
New Changes,
Change become the antique.

Mother Therasa Once Said,
 ' Some people come into our life as blessing some come into our lives as lessons'
I have learned alot thank God.
Scammers and Real Friends help me learn what is the realistic life


Just today my roommate have spoken to a few of my other housemates,
He refuse to let us the roommates to know what actually happened
I do not know what is the new conspiracy is this.
For now he act like leaders of the room that is pact with the leader of the house.

He keep spreading the news that does not allow us(roommates) to know.
I do not know what but I surrender all to YOU LORD JESUS.
Believing NO weapon form against me will prosper.
All things work well for those who LOVE HIM (JESUS)


I take RISK again, indeed i trust in you LORD. This year 2016 make it a different year.
In Faith I believe I will archieved this year GOALS.
I will take on 2 jobs. One it will be a Sales Executive job the other will be Financial Consultant, working day and night. Lifestyle gonna be change time to be serious with my own careers wake up Justin You are 26 years old. It is time to give your all, I am ALL IN, full gear

Malaysia Prime Minister

I feel ashamed what have happened over here in Malaysia.

I believe most of the People in Malaysia know what I am talking be it in Malaysia or Abroad.

Our PM's story, I cannot type here just Google Malaysia PM money scandal 2.6 billion.

Just about a month ago Happened a Peaceful rally Bersih 4.0

The Reason of this Peaceful Rally,

Hope that Malaysia Leader will have a Cleaner election

Freedom of Speech applied in.

Actually I am taking a risk In writing this blog,

If found by Government, I might be charge under seditious act.

Never the Less As Malaysian, Always keep Malaysia in Prayer.

I believe we are in God's hand and I believe we have to go through this dark age before entering to the light.

Whatever will be will be.

The future is within the hands of all fellow Malaysians

Keep our leaders in prayer, Pray for a Righteous leader.

Source: http://www.theguardian.com/world/2015/aug/21/malaysias-mahathir-calls-for-parliament-to-sack-prime-minister-najib-razak

http://time.com/4030815/1mdb-credit-suisse-hong-kong-malaysia-najib-razak/

http://topics.wsj.com/person/N/najib-razak/6471

http://www.wsj.com/articles/malaysia-braces-for-protests-against-prime-minister-najib-1440766294?tesla=y

UPDATES

It has been awhile bloggers, since my last update

Life was hard for me, 

went through the tunnel of Darkness.

Now I am in the season of blooming, came out from darkness.

I have started to appreciate the light more.

Forsake my past and move on to the future,

Remove what doesn't belongs to God,

I have decided never to be under the yoke of slavery.

it is a constant struggles where I couldn't let my bros and Sister

know about it.

I believe I have to face the Devil by my own self,

Whoever is reading this I don't care, I am not afraid being stalk

If you wish to know me personally I am always welcome you/

It will be the time where I let the cat out of the bag.

My heart is moved but My mind is denying it.

Is this Love, Lust or another kinda of feelings.

Feelings need to be expressed cannot be denied.

Time to move on ....

It has been a long time ....

I have been moving house since December 2014, I have moved again on May 2015.

I will move house again after I have obtained My Sales TARGET.

It will time of joy and Travel, enjoy the fruits of my hardwork.

Home sweet home

There is no place like home.
Being busy is not the excuse of not going back home, the place where you belong.
I feel so good
Feel so happy when you are at home.
Simple writing, happiness  is so easy
Just being with the person  you like and stay in the house that is warm.

Hiatus

Long time I have not been here. Here is a short update. Currently have been busy with my full time short term job, music classes and my business course. Time fly so fast, I am amazed I have experienced many stuff. After my exam on 19th, dear readers and friends promise u all I will update my post as regular as last time. Try to share things in blogger instead on twitter /facebook. Promise at least a week I will update a post.
Currently I am reading this book after I have completed it, I will write a short review and comments about it.