Loneliness will Kill?

Loneliness will kill?

I would say yes and No.

Probably depends how One allocate their time

Get into doing interesting self development stuffs,

would help them to get over the feeling of Self pity, loneliness...

As long one gets their hands dirty and busy they will not have time to think about

oh I am the most lonely person in the Planet.

This is how I get along with it.

Most of my time I spent on myself,

Time alone with myself, yes..... Does't mean I am perfect

I don't feel lonely, At times I feel really lonely but 

these are the stuffs I normally do.

I get myself occupied at the gym( exercise), some nights will have night at the streets or park.

Tried some favorite cooking recipe saw online, 

Set goals and small steps archiving it, 

Daily journal writings get my thoughts under control.

Pray, talk to God, I find it more therapeutic than talking to human, hahah doesn't mean I don't talk to People, be selective talk to people who are willing to listen. 

Get involved in community work, get to know people who have the same vision...

Recently I get involve in church stuffs, serving as Pianist for the church.... NO idea how will it go for long term just get myself occupied...

So these are some of the ways how I curb with loneliness, beside constant grouping activities

Time alone, helps you reflects and recap what have happened, I found that I think more when alone compare to group, It helps personal development.

Feel free to drop me comments tell me how you curb with loneliness? 

Sleepless NIght

Well another Sleepless night.

As night comes people's mind are more active, according to a psychology journal that I have read.
Is it True?

Well I think it is true, according to the journal usual day we are so distracted by lot of stuffs , (need to be done)

As night arise,  we our to do list shorten, and our mind start thinking about past, present and future.
For me I took coffee, and my mind is still very sharp although the body is tired but the mind is spinning fast.

Learn to live at the moment, and do not let the worry of tomorrows nor regret of yesterday robs you of today's blessings. LIVE NOW, have to constantly remind myself.

For now
Goodnight
Nature's calling to bed.

Forgiveness is A Choice

It seems that I am not really a forgiving person...
I have said you can only DiD this once.
Many I friendship I have written off, i don't really care much....

Endure it Justin, Just a short while, pain is temporary, glory is forever...
The pain you gone through, the tough situation and the Hard people yo have met
Going through this develop patience, perseverance and endurance.

Have I not prayed to God to removed all these stings, wonder why don't GOD bring me to heaven
the moment I said the sinner's prayer?
Have you wonder why??
Have you ever question about it ?
As time goes by, I realized that we are called , chosen to be the generations that make a difference...
Be the Salt of the Earth and the Light of the World.

I chose to Forgive even though it is Hard, I choose to Obey your commandment because I love you
I will keep all your commandments because I love you.
Lord, I have prayed that never let my heart grow cold towards you and others.
There was a time, I was so badly wounded, I have chosen the road of rebellion, Walking a life of hatred, have Harden my heart so that I won't feel hurt when people try to hurt me.
No longer feel angry, sad nor anguish.....
That kind of emotion numbness have transformed me into a person I couldn't  understand,
Slowly the cloud of depression and the fog of fear cover my vision.
Realized the devil strategy to destroy a person, is through separation of between, God , Self and others. One who is not able relate themselves with others , God and even themselves.

Thankfully God have delivered me from these Depression and Fears, HIS perfect love cast out all fears...
Thank you God, your faithfulness never end despite me walk away, you still will woo me back with your everlasting love.
( Continue.....)

Second Quarter Challenge Overcoming Procrasination

Sometime when thing seems hard to overcome the problems that I faced daily.
There are times we don't really feel like doing it straightaway, we delay until we have no time to delay, we get into panic mode, working those stuff frantically...

Ever hope that this vicious cycle would stop, yeah sadly I am trapped in this infinite loop work delay because too hard later not enough time to fulfill it, might as well start early ignore about perfection...
Just Do It, Follow Nike's Motto....
When things happens believing you are capable of handling it.
Face your situation boldly and you will learn, If you try to avoid it simply you are try to avoid life....Your learning curve stop there.....
Always remind yourself thee is no Mistakes only feedback, Tell yourself if you fail, try again, try until you succeed.

Classic stories like Thomas Edison, How many failure and tries e go through before he find the right way to make bulb. If Thomas Edison he gave up on the 3rd attempt we will never have light bulb invention for today.
Bottomline as long we are determine, I believe eventually we will make it through.

Uncertainty

I do not understand this type of feeling, which i am struggling....

Uncertainty of many things was around, especially appointments that i need to meet,

who should you give priority.

Uncertainty the Job, and career path that I am going and thinking would I have enough money to survive

At the moment I felt I am Stuck, but I believe I am In the hand of my creator.

He who hold the stars and moon will not slumber,

He will watch over me, He will be my guide

He take cares everything.

Constantly need to remind myself, 

I am yours, whatever I have is yours, and you are mine.

The scripture Matt 6:33 came across my mind seek ye First the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things will be added unto you.

Meditate the scripture until it sinks into my Heart and Soul.

Till Now I surrender all to you,

keep on enjoy your fellowship and rest in you.


These 2 songs speak to me personally, be bless by those songs

                                               

                                      10,000 Reasons (Bless The Lord)

                                               

Who Am I (Casting Crown)

Discovering your Passion in Writing

                                     
                                            "Finally Know what are the things I like to do.
                                         There are many things I wish to do but I didn't do."

As beginner you can see from my various post, still in the process of discovering myself.... what I really want to do, Although i have pretty much ideas.
Instead of siting there thinking and do nothing, I have decided " JUST DO IT" anyway.
Looking back my blog wasn't that user friendly, language wasn't that good and didn't really express myself well. I am happy what I am today atleast I am dare to type anything that would came across

my mind

As Quotes before the longest journey start with a Single steps. So I started my journey in 2010.

With join effort, some of the friends of mine the started well, but at time goes by they have nothing to write and share, thanks to Facebook.

I have realized writing blogs, short article is therapeutic.It is a time when One start to speak with themselves, think deeply, and express themselves through writing. As human beings I believe we all seek to be heard, impossible we express everything verbally to the same person we trust. The person probably be annoyed.

This Season I am going to do something very different, I would blog about photography, Cooking recipe, besides the shades of Life, Of course some Lifehack tips, various short stories, testimonies, family. Blogging

Final word, Guys and Girls out never afraid of mistakes, go ahead make some, learn from it, and try again until you learn from it. "Remember Only FEEDBACKS no Mistakes" . As long there is A lesson behind each mistakes. Keep trying to discover what U like and dislike. "Spent time with yourself" and Start blogging.

Moment of Inspiration, Greater Blessing is coming

Times of refreshing.
Here in your presence
there is no Greater Blessing
than being with you.

This phrase keep on echoing in my heart
The art of thanksgiving is yet to be perfected in my life.
I am still on the long road.

Do you know what is the key to happiness?
Thanksgiving.
I am thankful what I have been gone through the good and bad, that make me of what I am.

Fear.
It is very common, I strike almost everybody just the degree of it might be greater or lessor.
Never afraid of making mistakes. Remind yourself there is no Failure only feedbacks. If you fail rise up again and learnt from mistakes, move on, stop harboring in the pass.

Forgiveness
most people been struggling with releasing forgiveness, the saying of I forgive you is easy but doing gets challenging at most time.
Never the less it take courage to face the offender.