Who is The Judge

It is our nature to Judge others.
We Judge our neighbors
We Judge our parents
We Judge our Friends
We Judge our Lectures
We Judge our Relatives

WE Judge them our neighbors, how they mow their lawn.
We judge them how they teach their children'.
WE Judge our Friends for the way they act , their speech , their characters , their backgrounds

But Who are we to Judge !!!
Judging others doesn't make you Holier
Judging others doesn't make your flaw characters smell better.
Judging others doesn't make one Greater.
We are not Perfect person , Seriously no one is Perfect except God.
Are We trying to be gods of the world.
God Forbids.

Before we judge other , we have to reevaluate ourself.
Hypocrites, First remove the plank from your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye 

(Matthew 7:5)

 We have to focus on the best of every person , God Bless everyone

I Live for You

Every breath I breathe For You.
I Live for you, Every step I take is moving towards you
Seeing Your Faithfulness Through the Season.
I've failed you, Yet You still Love me
You Never fail, you are a faithful God.
Your Love endures forever.
I will put my whole trust in you

No one like you ,
No one Loves me as much as you do
You Give your lives for me ,
I will Live for you to the Very End.

A Dream

Yesterday I have A dream ,It is a strange dream . The dream is about seeing myself been chased by my "best friend", As if I am a criminal. In that dream , I was not sure what was happening to me , My Best friend (BFF) continue to chase me ask I am running forward, As he was approaching me he keep on shouting my name ...... he hurled a lot of accusation that cause me to stumble and walk back to the path behind me. He try to pull me back to the starting point. In the dream , It felt so weird ,as if I am watching myself acting in front of film.


This Scenario ,I think God is trying to speak to me through dreams, my Best friend symbolize my past, As I am trying to move forward, My best friend, try to hold me back with accusation saying 'I am not worthy','A lot of mistakes you have done in your life', 'It is better to stay the way you are' ( Don't change = Stay stagnant).... 


I've remembered, "About a year ago , Paster Ling just got a word from God he told me that, Your bet friend might that be the right friend , The right friend will lead you toward God , he will not lead you astray. Justin , you pray that God will lead you to find the right friend, and remove all the weeds that is blocking/hindering the way of the truth." He also told me to deeply grounded with love of Christ ( Eph 3:17-20).


Thank You for all the love support from CF and CGBC , High praise assembly,Paster Ling ..... 
Above all to God be the Glory . Amen

Orientation- I've missed the Telematch & Games session

Recently I just feel kind of weird. I just feel that I have change, my point of view able people and my own values in judging other. The Change of environment causes me to change drastically.

During orientation I have know many types of people. Most of them come together with their friend, some come by their own. There are some sitting alone, some of them are sitting alone because they are shy, but some they are sitting alone because they are so proud of themselves, looking to themselves as highly than others.  I have experienced that, I have talked to someone who was sitting next to me 

Orientation week have help me a lot basic stuff that I should know where to get help when I am in trouble.

Today I have missed, the games that organized by the games committee , I think that I have made a mistake, I choose not to join the games session because of my friend’s influence he told me that he is not going so I have followed his decision in not going for the last session of orientation programs. This is not me , I am the type of person who have my own principle and don’t follow what the crowds. I guess Due to yesterday’s mood have affected me badly.

 Nevertheless , I Am looking forward for the next week class that is coming , I love CF, I Love Music , I am so excited about then next committee meeting that is coming next week.

KL -Culture Shocked

Yesterday ,I went to Ktarc to submit my validated receipt and submit my validated offer latter.
Few things that surprise me ... I was OMG telling myself ..What was that ??? College Hostel is fulled , I just got the news from the admin Staff , they tell me that 2 weeks ago college hostel already fully booked.
Yeah , great deal doesn't last long , only have to pay RM168 per month.
I just found someone to share room with me , but I think if it won't work out then maybe this plan also will subject to change, If the place is not logistic feasible and economic feasible, then I might choose other option, but most probably I want to live in a place that is safe and people that I can place my trust. Last time I used to live with a friend of mine in Dec 2009 , his room was super messy plus untidy, together with unbearable rotten smell , there is one time he asked me " did u Fart Justin", then i reply ' no I didn't fart', after a few minutes of searching for source of the foul , I have discovered a plastic box rice is filled with Maggots and mature larvae that can fly, and the maggots manage to climb on his laptop's keyboard and squirm under his keyboard.Then he just realized it was the chicken rice that he ate few days ago .   Ewy Disgusting how on earth you can sleep with a pile of rubbish and ignoring the smell.

Back to the topic .First , I took a LRT from Asia Jaya to Wangsa Maju , I took me 30-40minute to reach that area, after that I take a Metro bus head to college. Nearly get myself choke in the LRT, because A lot of people during peak hour around 6-8a.m..  Since I have to be in college by 9 am , I have to wake up 7 am  everyday ..... get myself prepare then must reach the LRT by 7.30

I wish I can get a place nearby Wangsa Maju or Melawati area, I believe God will make a way and provide my every need. God is faithful all the time.


Last but not least , really have to pardon me for any grammar mistakes....

Unforgettable Night in Kampar

Today Have an unforgettable night. Today have a great time with Shu Yi and Melissa.
We chat about random stuff, we've about our views and ideas and I'll find it interesting.
wish that in future can meet with them and my other kampar friend , I will ask them out for yumcha.
I wish I can stay in Kampar for one more night of fellowship with other
Wish them all the best in their career / study / wonderful family.

Regrets I have a few , These are the one of the many regrets. I left kampar with an unresolved conflict.
Although my friend, have a apologize , but he can still there is nothing wrong with him.
That is not my style , normally I always deal with conflict as soon as It's happen .
I have done my best to resolve it. Everything that I have done seems not working.
Every time I try to speak, but our conversation always turn into screaming.
That is how life goes, have to keep moving on with Life .
Cannot pour out new wine into old wineskin; Cannot build my present with the past..

Press on !!!!  Toward the goal


No looking back. Have to move forward.
Dropping all the heavy loads, Learning to surrender everything I have for my Creator's cause
Read Bible as frequent, as I am reading novel and other books
Defend my time, no time will be wasted.

Its Over

Its Over, It ends tonight
I had enough of all this vicious cycle that constant occur .
The minutes you purposely offend me and say sorry .
Its time to draw my line .
I am gonna be your Door mat .
you are always the envious one,
Will get very jealous with whom i am with.
Always feel that insecure, and always accuse me things that have not done.
Asking question ,that your already know
You are always self-contradicting person.


For once you ask for an apology,
Then you exclude me in FB from posting message in your wall.
I will forgive you this time and I also will forget you as well .
I really mean what I said , like last time you've kicked me out of your hostel, You told me not to find you.
I've kept my words and promise , I am glad i did it for almost 3 month I did not contact you.

Get a life , You are sick , you need treatment .
Always living in your own fantasy doesn't lead you to reality.
You sow what you reap,
Always think that you are king .
And now you are king,I  let you become your own 'King"
You said that your 'god' have reveal something to you.

Just to remind you that
I have forgiven you
Take Care you .. we will be friend , just we are walking in different roads and direction.