Ushering into year 2012

Day -Bright Sunny =)

The morning start with great music from my PC.
As sun rise, many thought came across my mind.
The things that have happened in 2011.

The reasons things that it have happened.
The friends that I have made.
The Money that I have earned.
The Plans that haven't achieved.
Prophesies that have been fulfilled.
Life that I have impacted.


Sure must have clear direction what is going to happen in 2012.
I always believe if you fail to plan , you are plan to fail.
Set our mind on things that will sustain for a long period of time
which is our soul.

Set some time to ponder and reflect about things, you'll learn to appreciate life.
Set some time to quite down your heart and learn to listen.
Set some time to understand people
Set some time to read more, It will increase your intellectual part.
Set some time to take picture for you will develop the appreciation of God's creation.

Sometime the things that we have plan turned out to be different from the Actual.
So whatever will be will be. Just Let God be God, he will lead me as I draw near.

Today » 銀巴士 on iNDIEVOX -Indie Band

Today » 銀巴士 on iNDIEVOX

Hi guys and girls I came across this song through a short film "双Pair of Love" This band is an Indie band,they are the 'Silver Bus

銀巴士樂團"

the genre is alternative. This song is simple yet nice, able to carry out the feeling of loneliness and some degree of sadness. Simple Lyrics deep meaning

The song call , There is a video in YouTube about this song, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b4LQNYlcI1Y

From Drop Box

The lyrics

從今天以後，沒有人告訴我
我該去那裡，我該做什麼
從今天以後，一個人醒來後
我該去那裡，我該做什麼

從今天以後，我一個人走
我該去那裡，我該做什麼
從今天以後，一個人騎車
我該去那裡，我該做什麼

Today is the day, I no longer have you....

Wretch Blog and other social networks

Discovering Wretch Blog  check out wretch

About a week ago, I reactivate my wretch blog. 

I have opened it 8 month, but it remain dormant since I do not know how to use it.

Wretch Blog will be my secondary Blog. I will use wretch Blog to practice my Chinese writing, Chinese literature....etc. In month apart I will open a Myspace account soon to share the music that I have composed to the world =).

For the sake of research, I will experiment a few social network/ blogs, like Tumblr, weibo, wretch.cc, Myspace.....

Wish me Luck will give comment and feedback about the User Interface for each Blog and social networks =)

Chance??? Opportunity ??

Chance and Opportunity
Those who know how to grab it will succeed.
learning to let go is equally important.(Priority)

For those who thought that I am going to be the president of Chamber orchestra, sorry to let you down.
I did not take the opportunity even though I am capable to be the one in position.
Sorry I doubt myself and others.
I have found that I have other commitments, Ain't easy to become president.
Time is the factors, I have foresee that I have a greater commitment in 2012.
So I couldn't promise that I will remain long in the position.

As God lead I will Follow. wherever He may lead I will follow, just felt that the timing is not right.

Thought of the Month

I have been thinking,

I have been reflecting, 

I have been pondering, 

What God have done in my Life, People that I have impact in Campus.

Before this year 2011 end.

Remind me all the things He have done in my life and His Faithfulness keep me going.

There are times I wanna give up. At some point I have some thought of ending my life.

His Love hindered me from making the Huge mistake.

He told me that is grace is sufficient for me, His strength is made perfect in my weakness.(II Corinthians 12:9)

I told myself I am a waste of time, I don't worth your life, I don't worth your time, but you say other wise

I was trying to forge my destiny, I couldn't accept the brokenness and situations that I am in.

I remind myself that what you have done in my life.

I remind myself the moment where I poured out everything to you.

I remind myself a Savior that save me from the pit of Hell

I remind myself a Friend that always be there for me when everyone Neglects me.

I remind myself that I need not to protect myself , I have found a refuge in HIM alone.

My December

This December would be a different December compare to the previous one.

Its a Bittersweet December .

Lots of sweet things happen, as Bitter stuffs abounds

A festive month for all of us.

A lot of invitations from friends , from various church and denominations.

Every week I am invited to a Christmas celebration, I have noticed networks of friends are growing ... 

I am so blessed. I thought i am happy but I wasn't. The joy of Christmas 

I have neglected the one that I've supposed to show love and concern. 

She waited for me; I have disappoint her again and again.

I have promised to come, but I have never showed up , I was so caught up with the events around me :(

Regret.

Never felt that strong remorse before , just a week ago I was talking with my Indian nanny. Knowing that she is not feeling well, I gave her a call wanted to invite her to a " Christian Healing rally". Unfortunately she is immobile and her sons are not really keen to transport her from her house. In our conversation, she told me to visit her when I am free. And I thought I gonna visit her next week, but it turn out to be different, I have attended a wedding instead. She have suffered much from disease and grief that caused by her sons. Her sons have neglected her in many ways. Yes, they do provide a home, but a home without love 

Picture in my Mind.

Picture of my nanny keep playing in my mind, I can only let her live in my memories. I LOVE HER. She is like my second mom. I felt sorry for her, I keep blaming myself and others for her lost. I know what I say or do couldn't bring her back. I miss her so much. From today onward I will promised you, I will treat my parents well when they are old, I will cherish them ,pour out my unconditional love towards them. 

RIP nanny,

Sincerely Love Justin .

Friend Forever??

Friend Forever ???
I never believe that...... Appreciate your friends at the moment before they depreciate.


Just a series of minor conflicts , never thought the damage are permanent..

Since the last quarrels we had, we have stop communicate with each other.Anyway I just wish him all the best in everything.

Fruitful Year end Quarter 2011

Quarter of the year start busy in October , November and December .

Lots of performance are going on, Oh boy indeed I am living in an exciting moment. 

Orchestra performance in October was good, thank God we didn't screw up, last minute of 2 weeks practice does payoff. Most of all thanks to Miss Ang she is willing to be our Conductor in Last minute all else it will be screwed, our tempos are not synchronize. 

October's performance is done , The coming one will be Christmas the they want me to be part of the band for the Christmas Event. It is honor to Serve in Christian Fellowship. Hope that It will be a great Christmas Night. Lot of people will come to know Christ =) 

Hiatus

Having a short break from Blog.
It has been a long time I didn't update my blogs.
Will update it more frequent in the end of December.
Gonna be really busy....... Christmas just around the corner.
Wish to see all my friends soon ....  =)

Back To campus

After 5 month of working experience. I guess it is the time to go back to college resume my advance Diploma.
Things ain't easy at first, But my endurance payoff.
About 12 month ago I gave up almost everything(education...), This season will be different, cause I come back to college as a one new man
With High Confidence, Charisma and determine person. Unlike last time the timid Justin.
Praise the Lord !!!

Resign and Moving forward

It has been some time I have not Updated blog. This is a Brief update.
Moving Forward after resign from Teledirect . I am gonna miss all my friends.
Experiences that I have gain is priceless.
I getting used to life that is without work. Staying at home do house chores as i always did when I am free.
Updating my blog is not a priority, that is why my blog have not been touched for months.

Looking forward for Study in September.
No more sluggish, childish attitude.
Opportunity For study don't come easy.
Cherish it, Be fore it is gone.


A paused in month of August really make me ponder.
Doing a Lot of reflection, reflect upon the good and bad things that have happened.
Life is interesting, with both flavor of sweet, sour and bitter.
Anticipating the coming  Korean trip, I will update it more in Facebook and Blogs.

Work...Work... Work !!!!

Time Fly
I have no time to update my Blog
Have been away for some time
In the blink of an Eye, 4 months have past.
I have work 4 month
My contract is ending in september, but I will tender resignation letter in August.
There I shout " Freedom"..... Of course in Malaysia we all shout"Merdeka"

I have learned a lot of things.
Trouble that cause by the supervisors. Both supervisor have been giving me trouble.
Anyway working is fun , able to earn basic salary plus attractive commision.
I have bought a lot things that I cannot afford to buy in previous years.

I Am Back

It has been some time I am away from my Blog, I think 2-3 weeks...
Time for some update, due to the busyness of my work, I am not able to update it as frequent as I always does.
About just 3 weeks ago I have join Teledirect telecommerce as Recruiter in Human resource department.
At first is quite hard for me to adapt, they do not have the registration access card for me, Log in ID is not yet prepared and the company access card. Things get really hectic until 14th of march where I have everything done. I have met a bunch of wonderful colleagues(recruiters), that are willing to teach me and be patient with me.
About 2days ago I have my Payslip ..... Hooray ..... although is not too much like 2K but It is my first salary, I will honor God with my first fruits. Besides that, I meet a lot of friends in the marketing department, get to hang out with them.
I am so excited what is coming, anticipating the great things that is happening in my life and the life of my family and friends.

Double Faced person--Double Phrase person

About a weeks ago,
UTAR CF leaders in Setapak KL, they were promoting KTAR' CF and distributing the "One Love " an Easter outreach.
The UTAR CF leader told their own members to support, and ask me to distribute the flyer's to friends

When the day come, None of the Leaders and The president of UTAR CF turn up. As they promise to turn up. The only guy I saw in the gathering is Joshua. The rest are Liars, Promise breaker, hypocrite , Ego-centric whatever you bad you named them, and how dare they called themselves Christian.

I am quite angry that moment, I hate Liar and promise breaker, they shall never deserve a piece of heaven.
Yeah, In Front of people they are promoting the event and ask us to support, but at the back they say they have assignments, tests and all kinds of excuse that is available to escape. Beside that their lukewarm attitudes really make me wanna give everyone of them a punch in order to bring them back into reality.(If It really works)
I am looking forward to see this thing to happen in this coming CF camp organised by Kampar campus UTAR CF, the Setapak campus committees will repeat their action. I doubt about everything they have said and promised.
As you all know in the past they pull of from the camp in 2009, the Setapak Organisers just left it to Kampar CF.

Just pray that they will be enlightened by the light of CHRIST. Just a few weeks a UTAR CF setapak campus committee in setapak make announcement of the coming Camp in Gopeng, then I ask HIM " Will you attend the camp, as you are promoting it ? Then he say he can come, later on he told me " In time to come let see how it goes", that means there are probability he will be a shirker......


Enough Enough of this ..... this will be the Last time I comment about them.
No offence for those who(UTAR Setapak CF) , this the fact based on the actual time and report.

Letters ABCD for Boobs

Recently my friend posted this post on Facebook , so I have decided to repost it
Have you ever wondered why A, B, C, D, DD, E and F are the letters used to define bra sizes? If you have wondered why, but couldn't figure out what the letters stood for... It is about time you became informed:

A ... Almost Boobs

B ... Barely there.

... C ... Can't Complain!

D ... Damn!

...DD... Double damn!

E ... Enormous!

F ... FakeSee More

Beware Stalker

Is Stalking the new Game???

Currently I have discovered that I have been Stalked by my Cell Group Leader from Glad Tidings Church.

I found out that through IP detectors which I have embedded in my blog.

It really upset me. I just notice that my cell leader have sneaked into my Blog, Facebook.... I don't know they are trying to find out.

If they really concern about me, why don't they call me message me. They do not have sneaked into my profile. Anyway I have choose to privatize a list of my cell group leaders from Glad Tidings, noted that whoever wish to be ex-communicated by me please feel free to stalk me. They have cross the boundaries, I feel like driving them into the wilderness of Sahara dessert. It get into Volcano Eruption, when I knew that they are stalking my eldest sister. How dare they Mess with My family. Evidence that I have collected will be used to prosecute them.

Violin Pickup or Electric Violin??

                                                                   Acoustic Violin

Electric Violin

Currently seeking for a violin pickup, for performance purpose .... In a Band a violin pickup plays an important role it acts like a microphone that pick up the sound and amplify it. For an acoustic violin the sound that it produce is not loud enough, if I want to play in a band there is no choice either I get an violin pickup or an Electric Violin . Hey guys and girls if you all have any suggestion, feel free to drop it on my comment box, really appreciate it . If I wanna buy a pickup I will choose Yamaha VNP1. I also found a good electric violin from amazon.com . It cost only 89 USD change it to Malaysian RM it cost me around RM 270 quite affordable right, inclusive of cables of amps. Currently I have an acoustic violin, getting an electric-violin would be great!!!

Busy as a Bee( Highlights)

Hey Guys and Girls, recently I am so busy, I have joined a band for a UTAR carnival. Actually I have alot of things to post,but I don't know which one to post first.

Firstly, I will blog about Iphone Vs Android. Plus all the other stuff that have happened around me( not gossip)

Second, I will Blog about person... Introduction of my Roommate .... haha. He will be surprise to see his sleeping pictures and his unusual pose(candid).

Thirdly, I will Blog about Bad Hospitality's that I have received .

Then.... I will blog about random stuffs, things that worth buying in Amazon , book that is worth reading.

In Transition of change

A lots of things happen in the month February,

The Happy things and unhappy one.

Trials and problems arises but I am more than a conqueror in Christ

New opportunities will be open to me.

Alot of platforms will be open to me.

 

The storms of life come,

I will lift my hands in faith say I believe,

Greater things are coming into my Life.

Daily submission and devotion have brought me to your Knee.

Mouth proclaiming, " I am yours, I am forever yours".

Your love and Grace are sufficient for me

Heated Argument-- Long Cooldown

It started a month Ago,

I have an Argument with a friend and A great disagreement towards a group of friend.

Conflict arises all the time, disagreement in ideas, conflicts of culture and Language barriers

Since then I never contact them, No calls , No SmSes , No Facebook messages ..... etc

Basically I need a longer time to cool-down, after a nuclear explosion.

I didn't really express my anger or hurts directly to them.

But I need a break from them before I really go mad.

I still can't face them yet. Have to wait until my wounds are hill and set up my wall of defences before I can meet up with them again.

I really feels threathen when my cell group leader try to check out on me Via blogger and Facebook. I would really appreaciate it if He would spent some time to call me or sms me or ask me out for drink. Never the Less thank to the IP tracker that I have installed into my blog. The stalker have been traced.

Silence Is Golden

Silence is Golden. I heard it many times, but I think this time it really make sense to me.

As the phrase speak to me personally.

Today I saw a post from my friend, she say she is in 'Silent Mode'.

I guess there are times we need to quite down ourselves and think.

We are living in a rapid world, things are changing at fast speed.

I have decided to minimize my status updates in Facebook or deactivate my Facebook if possible.

Looking back the post that I have updated, I will say I have acted out of foolishness. I will Flood my Blogs instead of frequent facebook updates. My Roommate was annoyed by me, the frequent updates in Facebook, moreover he have questioned me about, " why you always appear in my top news when I log in FB". It shall be done, gotta put a fullstop on Facebook before people start stonning my wall.

True Love Waits

If it is a true love , it is worth waiting for..... It is what i have been waiting for this valentine
That is why I am still single , I know the best Is yet to come.
I am gonna wait patiently, while in the process of waiting I will improvise myself in every way, so that when the right person will not be disappointed.
I am an ambitious person, not that a person that is not contented with what I have. My father and mother doesn't seem to understand me, What ticks me ?? What drives me? They say that I am not contended with the "NOw" environment, yes I do agree part of that is true, that is why i want to seek improvement and correction, soaring with greater heights.
Back to the topic of love again, I have recalled back there was this incident where my  friend(quite close to me) he was caught up with a female in the room, later someone lodge a police report, as a result both of them withdraw from college, both guy and girl.

What is wrong with waiting??? No one tells you to sit there and wait, while you are waiting occupy yourself with something that is up-building. Another real-life story, It just happen last night where my house-mate ,She brought her boyfriend to our house, I am okay with that but is boyfriend stay overnight in the house, boyfriend with her in the room(I don't wanna know what they did in the room). Its sounds wrong to stay overnight and sharing the same room. That night i purposely sleep early so that I won't hear any unusual noise from their room, it will haunt me for life if i heard their noise in the middle of the night.
In conclusion, guy and girl should not share the same room eventhough you are BF/GF, unless both of them are married.

Below I ave some funny pics to share from the internet and FB

Memories of the Previous Birthday

It has been a great time, looking back to the events that have happen in 2010 knowing that I am so bless.
There are lots of trials and testing that have been going on, It shapes me can I know that I am going to be more mature, strong, agile .... etc. To sum up everything God uses circumstances to change a person.

It has been a long time I didn't update my blog, a lot of things have happen and I thank God for the good stuff and the bad stuff that happen in my life. As I come back from my camp, I try to invite my friend to my birthday, as usual I am the person who initiate my friend's party including my own birthday party. I remember 2 years ago, it was my birthday where I have to bring my own champaign and junk foods to the restaurant to celebrate my own birthday as my Guys friend does not know that day is my birthday, Oh my gosh !!!!

back to year 2008 It was better , NONE of my guys friend know that my birthday is in 30th..... Thanks to my girls friend, they were my assignment group mates, those were the days, I remember that we laugh together, as we were making fun of the names of those stuck up people, we joke together , we gossip together, Oh I miss those days....
Back to the track, My girls friend at first, One of the girl in the assignment ask me out for a drink, I thought I was a normal hang out thingy that we usually do, then later another girl from my assignment group come to join us, as she brought a mini 'Cake" to the restaurant. I was so surprise that was never expected by me. I was a heartwarming sensation.

Back to 2009 , nothing significant .... Another surprise again, I thought my friend have forgotten my birthday. The games goes the same just the different player.... My best pal give me a surprise, yeah an usual surprise, a mini cake, we've celebrate it in my best pal's room together with one of his classmate. That was an awesome trio.

Back to the recent birthday celebration in 2010 , Initially I was the person who organize it, at first i wanna have a slumber party so that we can have spent time together until morning, then doze of to bed, but some how one of the 4 can't come saying that he have curfew and It is too far away; So I have decided to  change my plan to have an ordinary "cafe session" with them, I have to change the venue the theme , the only thing remain constant is the time, I didn't change the time. They gave me a surprise ,Jimmy said that he will be slightly late .... as I wait I thought that they are not going to show up cause they are half an hour late ;Finally they did show up with 2 cakes with them. Now I see, they were late because they were preparing the cakes. Thank God for everything , I has been a wonderful 21 years living in the earth with bunch of great friends and lovely family and supporting "bestie  ".