Exam Period =) Time to Hit the books and Study

Time shift so fast, as if A wink of an eye
3 month have past, there are 2 weeks left before the actual date of exam 28th august
Still have a lot of things to cover.
Pray that God you give me wisdom and good memory
Sustain me through it all,
For this moment can't bother much of the petty things and the fickle minded person.

There is this friend, I hope I can still call him a friend.
He used to be one of the close friend,
After what he have done to me, privatize me in Facebook.
I will consider whether he is still my friend.
Although he have apologized I know it is not sincere.
Although I have forgiven you but the consequences and the judgments still stand.
I will forgive and forget you, every bits of memories will be forgotten =)

New destiny God have installed in Me,
I believe everything happens have its reason,
Praise the Lord. Before you don't want to befriend with me
The Lord have foretold me that he will remove the weeds in my life that is blocking my way to the truth.
Remembered that pastor told me that ask God to give you the right friend.
Sometime your best friend may not be the right friend, as they have negative influence on you.
My previous buddy have a lot negative influence on me which cause me to stumble.
Thank God, Everything have breath praise the Lord

Forever Grateful

Things happen so rapid,
I barely keep up with speed.
Through Almighty's Grace that sustained me through the season.
Divine Love that keep me on the right track.

For number of times, I seek the Almighty
Pleading Him, If possible please do not let me pass through this road.
I know I can't escape from the Lord.
There are times I want to run away, knowing it is impossible.
Avoidance have come to my mind, but it is impossible to escape from my savior.
God have been a faithful God, and I am forever grateful.


Last week I went to TrailBlazer camp. It was fantastic, to see God moves around the lives of other.
I was touch. The Spirit of the Lord reignite the passion that I have for him, a small fire is turned into a tunnel of fire. Basically God's have overhaul everyone inclusive of the Glad tidings worship team. Pastor Julie sense that the moving of the Lord have been restricted, she discerned that there is someone in the worship team  heart is not right before the Lord, after that she call all the musician to stop, and sought the Lord's forgiveness.
As they are praying and singing without the accompany of music, the Spirit of the Lord touched their hearts,and everyone seek the Lord with tears of repentance.

I am Forgiven

I am Forgiven;
You are forsaken,
I choose to forgive other,
cause you have forgiven me.

Though they have taken me for granted,
It never stop the spirit of giving within
I'll never live on people's expectation,
I know who am I in Christ.

I will never be Alone,
He never leave me nor forsake me,
People may ignore me, but You'll never.
People may curse me,but You always Bless me,
People may hate me, but You Love me unconditionally.
Christ within me, what a friend I have in Jesus.

Things happen so rapid,
I can't keep up with the speed
Peoples' life flashes across my life,
I can see they going the opposite way
Everyone have gone astray.

How Sad is to see people chooses the way to destruction,
instead the way to life.
Pervertedness drive people frenzy
Ultimately people become Crazy.

Home sweet home

There is no place like home,

I like my home, 

This is a place where I find security,

A place where I have the genuine love and trust.The only Place where I feel belong

A cozy place, that I wanna to come back whenever I have chance to do that. 

KL is not a good place after all

You may think that it is a happening place

with a lot of fun, Shopping mall.

But the true happiness can't be found in Urban.

yes, a lot of artificial things can be found in the urban place.

 

the place is full of all the artificial people,

Plastic heart and paper mind,

People can be so realistic,

that you can ask God,

Will i able to survive in this cunning and deceptive world?

I believe I can overcome this 

People only come to you when they have problems

I wish they could come to me even though they don't have problems.

I have enough with all the manipulation and control scheme that you all use.

I wish that I just be a real friend to you, that you wouldn't take me for granted.

I am tired of always been the Active one,

I am tired of always been the one who talks,

I guess it is the time for me to act cool,

Talk if necessary

It is time for me to be passive towards certain people,

You make me look like a fool, when I am talking and you ain't responding.

You make me look so cheap, I have to start inflate my value, not letting you to bring me down

I am gonna shine, despite of anything happen to me.

I am gonna smile in the midst of misunderstanding and distress situation. 

Vindicate me

Vindicate me O Lord,
There is someone Accuses me of something that I didn't do.
Accuses me something that I didn't say.
I lay him before your alter,willing surrender him into the righteous Judge.

Not to be defensive, His words doesn't build me up.
I utter an neutral statement, and he said that the statement I have spoken is a curse,and the Lord will put a curse back to me'.
this is not the way Christian should behave.
No offence to him
Just have to forgive him, not to judge him
But he offended me just have to forgive him
Outwardly speaking Godly things inward are viper's poison
His heart have deep unforgivingness , so the words that he speak defile his listener.
May the Lord bless him, with more love.
You can't love a person until you have experience love from the Lord.

Guard your hear for it is the wellspring of life , I will not let my heart be defile by your words.
I will not let Pay back evil ,with evil.
I will raise my voice as you did.
I will not be rude ,as you did( talking to me without eye contact)
You told me that I never listen to what you say ,that is true. How am I gonna listen to you, if you are not having any eye-contact with me.
God bless you