Totally Change

Going through phases of change, It will happen and It gonna happen....

It will change my body ,spirit and soul.
Next semester, everything will change dramatic.......
Facebook will change,  I will change the blogspot layout, Change a new hand phone
Change a new email address.

Most important that I will go through that hardship,
I am not afraid, If the road is too dark I will close my eye and use my ear to listen, follow God's direction and walk.
My old self is dead, Living a new life......
I just give up my old Life at the Alter, fed up with the past.
Longing for a new beginning.
No longer that I who live but Christ who liveth in me .

Tears

In our Christian walk with God, 
Doesn't guarantee a bed of roses without any torn
Neither it guarantee that you always joyful without any tears.

Glad to share this topic.
Hard to say it in detail...

Tears are inevitable, 
When you are facing hurts and rejection,It is easy to fake a smile and walk off
Inside the heart where it lies an unbearable ache.
Learn to pour out your problems and your burdens to Him, for God he cares for you
He will never leave you, Cast your cares upon Him.
Friends may fail you, but Jesus will not fail you.


His Grace his perfect in my weakness.
His Love and grace will sustain me.
recall back a number of time I cry in your presence and fall on my knee.
There is such a peace which surpass all understanding being in His presence
Let my Love be my devotion to you.
I love you, because you first love me.


Thank you for the Love that you have showered in my Life 
 God is Faithful, You are faithful to the end
Year 2010 I would say that it is a year of challenge
A lot of my friends and close relative pass away.  T.T

Exam Period =) Time to Hit the books and Study

Time shift so fast, as if A wink of an eye
3 month have past, there are 2 weeks left before the actual date of exam 28th august
Still have a lot of things to cover.
Pray that God you give me wisdom and good memory
Sustain me through it all,
For this moment can't bother much of the petty things and the fickle minded person.

There is this friend, I hope I can still call him a friend.
He used to be one of the close friend,
After what he have done to me, privatize me in Facebook.
I will consider whether he is still my friend.
Although he have apologized I know it is not sincere.
Although I have forgiven you but the consequences and the judgments still stand.
I will forgive and forget you, every bits of memories will be forgotten =)

New destiny God have installed in Me,
I believe everything happens have its reason,
Praise the Lord. Before you don't want to befriend with me
The Lord have foretold me that he will remove the weeds in my life that is blocking my way to the truth.
Remembered that pastor told me that ask God to give you the right friend.
Sometime your best friend may not be the right friend, as they have negative influence on you.
My previous buddy have a lot negative influence on me which cause me to stumble.
Thank God, Everything have breath praise the Lord

Forever Grateful

Things happen so rapid,
I barely keep up with speed.
Through Almighty's Grace that sustained me through the season.
Divine Love that keep me on the right track.

For number of times, I seek the Almighty
Pleading Him, If possible please do not let me pass through this road.
I know I can't escape from the Lord.
There are times I want to run away, knowing it is impossible.
Avoidance have come to my mind, but it is impossible to escape from my savior.
God have been a faithful God, and I am forever grateful.


Last week I went to TrailBlazer camp. It was fantastic, to see God moves around the lives of other.
I was touch. The Spirit of the Lord reignite the passion that I have for him, a small fire is turned into a tunnel of fire. Basically God's have overhaul everyone inclusive of the Glad tidings worship team. Pastor Julie sense that the moving of the Lord have been restricted, she discerned that there is someone in the worship team  heart is not right before the Lord, after that she call all the musician to stop, and sought the Lord's forgiveness.
As they are praying and singing without the accompany of music, the Spirit of the Lord touched their hearts,and everyone seek the Lord with tears of repentance.