Never back again

I am leaving Never come back again. Singing Jesse Mc Cartney's song.
Been some time I was away. Updated some stuffs over tumblr instead.
Due to the fact I find it is more user friendly than Blogger. Sorry google being honest.

Yeah!! DECIDED to move out from my previous apartment.

Happiness is so Easy

Happiness is so easy.
A cup of thankfulness, some savour of love.
Back to my hometown Ipoh.
Things not going well, my uncle just passed away.
On the bright side, he inspired me to write a song, only manage to write a few line of melodies.
Back to hometown drank the coffee from Ipoh."The Famous Ipoh's white coffees" really lifted up my moods and bringing in the feeling of excitement. Caffeine works wonders in many times of our need.

Excitement of life and the hope of future have not left me. Joy of Christ flow through me.

After exam released

After exam result was released. I was feeling "meh" no emotions.
Thank God. I just failed this particular subject called Strategic Planning Management.
The rest of the subject I have passed, was wondering why so hard, I have got a grade D. The requirement to pass the subject is C. OH God case studies was hard..... I need to find my tutor and ask the methods of study. This time I have to passed this exam. All the best for those who need to resit some papers for this semester.

Example of Holding a Violin( the wrong way)

Just now from facebook, I came across this profile picture. This picture about is showijg you the example of a wrong Violin holding position look at the left wrist as well as the right of the violinist. The next post I will post a proper violin holding of the bow as well as the left hand's correct position/posture.
It is very obvious that this person is not.a Violin player by the way he hold the violin and the bow.

Sky is the Limit

Sky is the limit and how high shall I climb.
No boundaries, climb as high as I want.
Many people, friends they are complacent of their current ground. They wish to remain there, they are not willing to take risk.
In their career, literally they are sustaining their income and knowledge.
The path of greater height may be a lonely path, but I am willing to soar for greater heights I wanna be a trailbrazer, I wanna be someone to make a different in the society. Someone who add values to improve the society.
Leaving signboards of life for those who are behind me.
The higher the ladder u climb the less people will wanna follow you, ye I shall not be afraid the Lord is my light and Salvation who is holding my right hand.
Prophesies that have been prophesied over me is fulfilling one by one.
Greater destiny for me to be the end time Joseph, who will bless with wealth as much as Solomon, so that the people around me will be blessed.

Bless me Lord so I could be a great blessing to my neighbour as well as to the society. Grant me supernatural davor and wisdom to execute your divine plan for me.

Conjuring

Latest movie Conjuring.
This movie is based on the real srory and the haunted doll is still exist, it is put within the horror museum. (Don't remember which state of America.)

LoL today I was using the free dictionary. Com Apps in my Android phone. I was curious after I have used the apps so I decided to see anyone's word search near my apartment.  This is what I have discover, I have discover someone try tp find the meaning of conjuring.
Nothing much today Just #Random #Sharing

Hiatus

Long time I have not been here. Here is a short update. Currently have been busy with my full time short term job, music classes and my business course. Time fly so fast, I am amazed I have experienced many stuff. After my exam on 19th, dear readers and friends promise u all I will update my post as regular as last time. Try to share things in blogger instead on twitter /facebook. Promise at least a week I will update a post.
Currently I am reading this book after I have completed it, I will write a short review and comments about it.

Unfriended my Close Friend

Your apathy doesn't get my sympathy
Lukewarmer Kill a Friendship

Kinda Awkward being with you
Feel like a stranger being with you
I couldn't stand to look into your face, could not look into your eyes
No longer can face you
Do not feel like starting conversation
because you are no longer you,
and I am no longer I,
We have changed from time to time,
we have changed from different direction,
We have been 4 years friend, close friend,
Although It is Sad, but I will set you apart.

It is painful, but I do not wish to prolong the suffering.
Short pain is better than Long suffering.



I have been suffer from your Apathy,
Long time before you have started relationship with your girlfriend
Things get more obvious when you are in girl-boy relationship.
It does take long for me to realize that It is one-sided frienship
Where I strive hard to maintain the frienship,
I've always been the one who initiate conversation,....etc
I felt I have been taken for granted in Many ways
I felt so drain out and tired from this kinda friendship
I have decided to put an end to this misery by cutting all the roots
Decided to leave you the way you are, Being with you is a WASTE OF TIME and LIFE


I woke up in April, Thank God.
God sent various people in this seasons


The Old season is coming to an End
I have NEW friends thank God
God speak to me through a Pastor's Sermon
Where he talk about, the difference between good friends and right friends.
A Good Friend is a friend is good for hangout whereas A right friend will built you up.
A right friend will be there to built your characters and bear your burdens.

I will Forgive all the things that you've done, but We will never be friend again.
Thank you for coming into my life as A LESSON

Addiction

Addiction.

 Adddiction can be defined as anything that you cannot lay down by an act  of your will is an addiction. Addiction may come in many form but it ca be traced back into one root. Almost anything that you can think of can be an addiction. when you try to take away an addiction from some people, it is just like taking candy away from a kid.
Basically I don't know what is your addition, for me my addiction is Caffeinated products like coffee.

The Crave for chocolates have come to an end in 2010, but the addiction For Coffee have just begun.
Most people addiction are drama episode, Computer Games(DOTA), Pornography, drugs and Masturbation. What rules in your heart IT have control over you. IT have become your master and Lord.
As I have mentioned, the root cause of addiction is insecurity. They have to find something that they feel safe to cling on it - a term for it we called emotional crutches.

Addiction are rooted in the need to be loved. If you do not love yourself you will try to look outside for something that will 'fix" you. According to scientist if you do not accept yourself , the first thing happen in your body chemistry is dip in your serotonin levels. Serotonin is a neurotransmitter that is released out of the nervous system,out of the dendrite, or in the basal ganglia, which is a part of your brain stem. Serotonin  is referred to as a " feel good" hormone.

Best Friend Forever? ?

Best friend forever or best foe forever?
Used to have a close friend, He is my roommate too.
Remember those were the days that we could joke and laugh together. We were that innocent and playful.
We could share things transparently and crack into joke easily.
Moments we have is priceliess, really cherish the frienship I had.
I always be happy that I could be  blessing to him. All the room house chores are done by me from washing the toilet to cleaning his bedsheets, clothes, ....etc.
Things starting to change after his industrial training he tend to be more passive than last time.
Changes even become more drastic in 2013, he started to display more changes in attitudes and behavior.

I hope that I can save this friendship, he seems to be amiable, Not really care...
Even his greeting become "robotic". Words of "thank you" become rigid and structural. It really hv become a duty to him to respond towards me. I don't really feel his sincerity.
I did not expect him to repay me.
All I require is he spend some time with me and have an honest conversation.

Did I did something wrong?
Am I treating Him too good?
Izzit worth to continue to keep this friendship or I just forget him and move on?

It is a Blessing that he come to my life or a Lesson? I hope that we will continue to become good  friend,  maybe a better friend in time to come