Stucked, Am I ?

Am I the only person stucked?

Indecisive in Decision making,

mess all around...

Fear of making mistakes, 

Perfectionist comes in.

I do not know where to start,

I know how to start,

but it seems 

overloaded with facts 

too many choices leave to indecisiveness.

Oh my God, the cycle goes on and on,

Procrastinate, later when actual event is near not much time for preparations,

Regrets kicks in, then get into distractions mode, distracted by games and events doesn't directly related to me. 

Suddenly think like a woman, a lot of things on mind, that I could not get it out. Simply could express myself through writing blogs and journal

Try to use less words to carry more exact meaning and express emotions straight to the Dot.

Recently learned how to tell a story.

No Woman No Cry, Disagree

No woman No cry?
No woman, but
I have cried,
Wanna Cry
but no tears
such immense sadness
cannot be express by just tears and tantrum
Deep intense of dissatisfactions.

Regrets have a few,
Fear of future I have none,
Although the future seems unclear
I think worrying won't solve it
It will just make things worst.

Worrying and Fear have no grip from me,
but the some regrets and guilts of the past,
Keep on flashing back.


I have been strong for too long, sometime is okay to cry, but this time that kind of sadness cannot be cried out. My vocabulary, have become " I have should...." " what if " I gotta stop thinking else, overthinking could make me feel depress.

Okay for now I share until here, to be continued.....
I have promised I will write consistently even though it may be short.

Fabulous February 2017

Been Gone for 3 months since transition from 2016 to 2017

Ups and Downs we are so used to it, we call it life.

My S6 edge passed away on January, this picture is snapped before my phone motherboard was burned

A little short updates, whee I have started my work as Unit trust consultant and part time grab car driver.

Don't know since when I have the phobia of driving passenger, but if today Grab have an incentives I might Drive straight 6 trips per day, or more trips I will go further for those incentives.

I will try to update more Blogs form time to time....

Blogger no doubt still the best place for me to share my thoughts, ideas with friends around the globe.

A lot of words have written on my hard copy journals so I guess, I will just type a few lines just to express my joy,

The

New Life.

New Life, as I have left the Gym job, personal Coach. I find it more fulfilling, 

Now, Helping people to plan for their retirement, children education plan.

Thank God, for being faithful guiding me, I hope i will achieve my one million sales target.

Bye 2016

Bye 2016

Welcome 2017!!!

Say good bye to 2016

Looking forward for something new.


Life is not always ups, sometime down....

But think on the brighter side I wish all is well, hope for the best is yet to come.
2017, I will surrender my life to the almighty....
2016, I did it my way ended so bad, landed on wrong side, get hurts and wounds
Hopefully, all will be well again when i realigned the priorities of life.

It has been a rough years in 2016, I have learned many life lessons.



New Job is coming, New opportunity.....
Hope all the best, in 2017 in your life...

Will update more, what is going on and share more of my own personal thoughts and perspectives
Will be more expressive than last year....
Will be more noisy, more frequent post and updates.
Will be updating my blog more frequent
thank you my regular readers for your support.

 

December again =)

Often heard,
December be kind to me , January be kind to me....

Very often have we think, have we be kind to ourself.
How we manage our time , relationship and family.

Think again in December, anything we have neglected....
haha this year I have survived, I almost died.
Thank God, help sent from various area.... when I felt life is slopping downward

Thank God, for the Mentors,
Thank God, for the prayers and supports.

I am Grateful for the Good and Bad Have happened,
God always provide a way for me ....
Ever faithful God