Unfriended my Close Friend

Your apathy doesn't get my sympathy
Lukewarmer Kill a Friendship

Kinda Awkward being with you
Feel like a stranger being with you
I couldn't stand to look into your face, could not look into your eyes
No longer can face you
Do not feel like starting conversation
because you are no longer you,
and I am no longer I,
We have changed from time to time,
we have changed from different direction,
We have been 4 years friend, close friend,
Although It is Sad, but I will set you apart.

It is painful, but I do not wish to prolong the suffering.
Short pain is better than Long suffering.



I have been suffer from your Apathy,
Long time before you have started relationship with your girlfriend
Things get more obvious when you are in girl-boy relationship.
It does take long for me to realize that It is one-sided frienship
Where I strive hard to maintain the frienship,
I've always been the one who initiate conversation,....etc
I felt I have been taken for granted in Many ways
I felt so drain out and tired from this kinda friendship
I have decided to put an end to this misery by cutting all the roots
Decided to leave you the way you are, Being with you is a WASTE OF TIME and LIFE


I woke up in April, Thank God.
God sent various people in this seasons


The Old season is coming to an End
I have NEW friends thank God
God speak to me through a Pastor's Sermon
Where he talk about, the difference between good friends and right friends.
A Good Friend is a friend is good for hangout whereas A right friend will built you up.
A right friend will be there to built your characters and bear your burdens.

I will Forgive all the things that you've done, but We will never be friend again.
Thank you for coming into my life as A LESSON

Addiction

Addiction.

 Adddiction can be defined as anything that you cannot lay down by an act  of your will is an addiction. Addiction may come in many form but it ca be traced back into one root. Almost anything that you can think of can be an addiction. when you try to take away an addiction from some people, it is just like taking candy away from a kid.
Basically I don't know what is your addition, for me my addiction is Caffeinated products like coffee.

The Crave for chocolates have come to an end in 2010, but the addiction For Coffee have just begun.
Most people addiction are drama episode, Computer Games(DOTA), Pornography, drugs and Masturbation. What rules in your heart IT have control over you. IT have become your master and Lord.
As I have mentioned, the root cause of addiction is insecurity. They have to find something that they feel safe to cling on it - a term for it we called emotional crutches.

Addiction are rooted in the need to be loved. If you do not love yourself you will try to look outside for something that will 'fix" you. According to scientist if you do not accept yourself , the first thing happen in your body chemistry is dip in your serotonin levels. Serotonin is a neurotransmitter that is released out of the nervous system,out of the dendrite, or in the basal ganglia, which is a part of your brain stem. Serotonin  is referred to as a " feel good" hormone.